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Vice</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;a weekly series of posts on books and shit&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(6) &lt;a href="http://www.vice.com/read/i-talked-books-to-bros-on-chatroulette" target="_"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;I Talked Books to Bros on Chatroulette&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(5) &lt;a href="http://www.vice.com/read/nikanor-teratologen-s-rolodex-of-atrocities" target="_"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Nikanor Teratologen's Rolodex of Atrocities&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(4) &lt;a href="http://www.vice.com/read/books-i-havent-read" target="_"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Selected Unread Books I've Had On My Self For 5+ Years and Why I Haven't Read Them yet And/Or What I Think They Might Be About&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(3) &lt;a href="http://www.vice.com/read/injecting-mercury" target="_"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Injecting Mercury: A Review and Interview re: Ariana Reines's Mercury&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(2) &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.vice.com/read/multiplying-hells-pierre-guyotat" target="_"&gt;The Multiplying Hells of Pierre Guyotat&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(1) &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.vice.com/read/language-is-murder" target="_"&gt;All Language Is Murder&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-5621294141991218991?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/5621294141991218991/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-666003404907476921</id><published>2011-10-14T13:19:00.006-04:00</published><updated>2011-10-17T23:24:07.363-04:00</updated><title type='text'>Nothing: A Portrait of Insomnia</title><content type='html'>My first book of nonfiction came out this week. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 265px; height: 400px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-R-15lFB3Jxw/TphvP-h3DGI/AAAAAAAAAZA/UZX9T2pFd5w/s400/arts_books3-1_24.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5663398851692137570" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Review in &lt;a href="http://www.time.com/time/magazine/article/0,9171,2096309,00.html" target="_"&gt;Time&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Review in &lt;a href="http://clatl.com/atlanta/blake-butler-builds-something-out-of-nothing/Content?oid=4104043" target="_"&gt;Creative Loafing&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Review/interview at &lt;a href="http://www.thefanzine.com/articles/features/532/what_not_sleeping_starts_to_make-_blake_butler%27s_nothing/1"&gt;Fanzine&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Interview in &lt;a href="http://www.interviewmagazine.com/blogs/culture/2011-10-11/blake-butler-nothing/" target="_"&gt;Interview&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Radio Interview on &lt;a href="http://www.wnyc.org/shows/bl/2011/oct/17/cant-sleep/" target="_"&gt;The Brian Lehrer Show (WNYC)&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Podcast at &lt;a href="http://otherpeoplepod.com/archives/102" target="_"&gt;Other People&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* * *&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You can get Nothing now at &lt;a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0061997382/ref=s9_simh_gw_p14_d1_g14_i1?pf_rd_m=ATVPDKIKX0DER&amp;pf_rd_s=center-2&amp;pf_rd_r=1CK6C2GB7BHG23SB2WC9&amp;pf_rd_t=101&amp;pf_rd_p=470938631&amp;pf_rd_i=507846" target="_"&gt;Amazon&lt;/a&gt;, SPD, stores, etc.&lt;div 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title='Nothing: A Portrait of Insomnia'/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-R-15lFB3Jxw/TphvP-h3DGI/AAAAAAAAAZA/UZX9T2pFd5w/s72-c/arts_books3-1_24.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>5</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-3498717991763321623</id><published>2011-10-12T13:11:00.001-04:00</published><updated>2011-10-12T13:11:43.052-04:00</updated><title type='text'>i gave my dad some candy</title><content type='html'>MOM: What do you say when someone gives you something you want?&lt;br /&gt;DAD: I want this.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' 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BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-4869177616287837409</id><published>2011-10-03T12:05:00.003-04:00</published><updated>2011-10-03T12:26:28.374-04:00</updated><title type='text'>30 Under 30</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-4nqd10xZjhU/TondxI4Vl6I/AAAAAAAAAY4/ImawCg96nmU/s1600/30-under-anthology-innovative-fiction-by-younger-blake-butler-paperback-cover-art.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 200px; height: 309px;" 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If you're tired of the 'authorized version' and want a sense of where fiction is really going, what its future shapes and forms are likely to be, this is the place to start." - Brian Evenson, author of Fugue State and The Open Curtain.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Cops in the clouds, a father and daughter’s mythic severing, fictions of spreadsheets, a story ending in future tense. For those young enough still to live in language, words are tangible as slivers, as hard candy in the mouth. These thirty assemble the outlandish, the ecstatic, the wild, and there’s a conviction they can just do this." - R. M. Berry, author of Frank and Dictionary of Modern Anguish&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;CONTRIBUTORS: Joanna Ruocco » Brian Oliu » Michael J. Lee » Angi Becker Stevens » Shane Jones » Devin Gribbons » Christina Kloess » James Yeh » William Seabrook » Danielle Adair » Megan Milks » Rachel Glaser » Michael Stewart » Sean Kilpatrick » Andrea Kneeland » Zach Dodson » Beth Couture » Mike Young » Kathleen Rooney &amp; Elisa Gabbert » Joshua Cohen » Matt Bell » Adam Good » Andrew Farkas » Jaclyn Dwyer » Ryan Downey » Ryan Call » Kristina Born » Conor Madigan » Rebecca Jean Kraft » Evenlyn Hampton&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-4869177616287837409?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/4869177616287837409/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' 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afopisdfopuaipsdufiausd fipuasdipufaipsudfipuasdipfuaipsdufaipusdfipuadisufip’ausdfipudisfaipusd’ pa’disu faipsud p’aisud fipuasdip’fu&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-8314459727951340883?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/8314459727951340883/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=8314459727951340883' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/8314459727951340883'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/8314459727951340883'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2011/07/this-story-is-called-wrote-new-story.html' title='This story is called wrote a new story today'/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-3381878263080351606</id><published>2011-07-24T17:38:00.001-04:00</published><updated>2011-07-24T17:40:13.793-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>you can now get my book EVER in ebook form for $6 &lt;a href="http://www.calamaripress.com/Ever.htm" target="_"&gt;from Calamari Press&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-3381878263080351606?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/3381878263080351606/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=3381878263080351606' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/3381878263080351606'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/3381878263080351606'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2011/07/you-can-now-get-my-book-ever-in-ebook.html' title=''/><author><name>BLAKE 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-8566912206739125938</id><published>2011-06-17T01:54:00.001-04:00</published><updated>2011-06-17T01:54:38.242-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>things are gpomg tp get worse arent they&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-8566912206739125938?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/8566912206739125938/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=8566912206739125938' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' 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/&gt;me&lt;br /&gt;wonder&lt;br /&gt;if&lt;br /&gt;there&lt;br /&gt;are&lt;br /&gt;really&lt;br /&gt;any&lt;br /&gt;people&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-6611906848575727933?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/6611906848575727933/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=6611906848575727933' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/6611906848575727933'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/6611906848575727933'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2011/06/sometimes-book-reviews-make-me-wonder.html' title=''/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-8303799886447083345</id><published>2011-06-12T21:47:00.003-04:00</published><updated>2011-06-12T21:49:30.616-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>"There was a wall in him that no one reached. Not even Clara, though she assumed it had deformed him. A tiny stone swallowed years back that had grown with him and which he carried around because he could not shed it. His motive for hiding it had probably extinguished itself years earlier. . . . Patrick and his small unimportant stone. It had entered him at the wrong time in his life. Then it had been a flint of terror. He could have easily turned aside at the age of seven or twenty, and just spat it out and kept on walking, and forgotten it by the next street corner.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"So we are built."&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-8303799886447083345?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/8303799886447083345/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=8303799886447083345' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/8303799886447083345'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/8303799886447083345'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2011/06/there-was-wall-in-him-that-no-one.html' title=''/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-4227197074900769024</id><published>2011-04-10T14:06:00.002-04:00</published><updated>2011-04-10T14:10:06.452-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='there is no year reading tour'/><title type='text'>There is No Year reading tour</title><content type='html'>Going out for a little stretch on the road to do reading junk from &lt;a href="http://youritlist.com/blakebutler/blakebutler.html" target="_"&gt;There is No Year&lt;/a&gt;; if you are nearby, would be rad to hang out!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Monday, April 11, 2011&lt;br /&gt;POWELL'S BOOKSTORE&lt;br /&gt;1005 West Burnside Portland, OR 97210&lt;br /&gt;7:30&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tuesday, April 12, 2011&lt;br /&gt;UNIVERSITY BOOKSTORE&lt;br /&gt;4326 University Way Seattle, WA 98105&lt;br /&gt;7:00&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thursday, April 14, 2011&lt;br /&gt;CITY LIGHTS BOOKSTORE&lt;br /&gt;261 Columbus AVE San Francisco, CA 94133-4586&lt;br /&gt;7:00&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Friday, April 15, 2011&lt;br /&gt;SKYLIGHT BOOKS&lt;br /&gt;1818 N. Vermont AVE Los Angeles, CA 90027&lt;br /&gt;7:30&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sunday, April 17, 2011&lt;br /&gt;Largehearted Lit series - at WORD&lt;br /&gt;126 Franklin ST Brooklyn, NY 11222&lt;br /&gt;7:30&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Monday, April 18, 2011&lt;br /&gt;MCNALLY JACKSON BOOKS&lt;br /&gt;52 Prince ST New York, NY 10012&lt;br /&gt;7:00&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wednesday, April 20, 2011&lt;br /&gt;BROOKLINE BOOKSMITH&lt;br /&gt;279 Harvard St Brookline, MA 02446&lt;br /&gt;7:00&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-4227197074900769024?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/4227197074900769024/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=4227197074900769024' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/4227197074900769024'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/4227197074900769024'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2011/04/there-is-no-year-reading-tour.html' title='There is No Year reading tour'/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-7448431081181544243</id><published>2011-04-05T11:50:00.003-04:00</published><updated>2011-04-05T11:57:18.932-04:00</updated><title type='text'>There is No Year drops today</title><content type='html'>Seems wild to already be at April 5 2011, but here we are. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;There is No Year&lt;/span&gt; is available widely, including online at several places found &lt;a href="http://youritlist.com/blakebutler/blakebutler.html" target="_"&gt;here&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Amazon has it for like less than $9, and there are the brick stores that are alive.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 314px; height: 400px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-C-r1A_9tGhQ/TZs7EpIBexI/AAAAAAAAAYQ/kr07f4TKe8o/s400/9780061997426_0_Cover.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5592128313255623442" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;An immense honor to have blurbs from two of my favorite writers of all time:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“If there’s a more thoroughly brilliant and exciting new writer than Blake Butler, . . . well, there just isn’t. I’ve literally lost sleep imagining the fallout when There Is No Year drops and American fiction shifts its axis.”&lt;br /&gt;— Dennis Cooper &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Blake Butler, mastermind and visionary, has sneaked up and drugged the American novel. What stumbles awake in the aftermath is feral and awesome in its power, a fairy tale of an ordinary family subjected to the strange, lonesome agony known as daily life. There is No Year is a merciless novel cleansed of joy, pumped full of fear and awe."&lt;br /&gt;— Ben Marcus&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thanks again to all who've done so much for me and continue to do so much. I couldn't feel happier. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I hope you'll check out the book if you feel it.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-7448431081181544243?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/7448431081181544243/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=7448431081181544243' title='4 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/7448431081181544243'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/7448431081181544243'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2011/04/there-is-no-year-drops-today.html' title='There is No Year drops today'/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-C-r1A_9tGhQ/TZs7EpIBexI/AAAAAAAAAYQ/kr07f4TKe8o/s72-c/9780061997426_0_Cover.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-6330349806485745928</id><published>2011-04-03T14:45:00.001-04:00</published><updated>2011-04-03T14:45:18.259-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>"In fantasies of romance it was she who fought and overcame thereon to rescue some object or figure that never in the reverie resolved or took to itself any shape or name."&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-6330349806485745928?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/6330349806485745928/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=6330349806485745928' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/6330349806485745928'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/6330349806485745928'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2011/04/in-fantasies-of-romance-it-was-she-who.html' title=''/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-8513788945526225521</id><published>2011-03-17T12:36:00.004-04:00</published><updated>2011-03-17T12:44:51.285-04:00</updated><title type='text'>4 Recent Internet Shits of Me Running My Mouth Etc</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://www.observer.com/2011/culture/blake-butler-and-what-happens-when-novelist-lives-internet" target="_"&gt;Profile of myself &amp; HTMLGiant &amp; &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;There is No Year&lt;/span&gt; at the NY Observer&lt;/a&gt;: concerning David Lynch, internet machines, ego blur, and getting shit done&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.dzancbooks.org/the-collagist/2011/3/14/there-is-no-year-by-blake-butler-harper.html" target="_"&gt;Excerpt from &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;There is No Year&lt;/span&gt; at the Collagist&lt;/a&gt;: three consecutive scenes from Part 2 of 4, re: the mother's relationship with a polymer egg and a lawnmower&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://bombsite.com/articles/4956" target="_"&gt;Interview at Bomb&lt;/a&gt; re: 4-night marathon reading of &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;There is No Year&lt;/span&gt; in NYC, the internet as place, metaphor as fartcity, etc.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://centerforfiction.org/magazine/hexagon-by-blake-butler/" target="_"&gt;q/a &amp; new short text "Hexagon" @ The Center for Fiction's The Literarian&lt;/a&gt;: a recursive piece concerning fornication, hibernation, wanting, pig babies, ass ends of the universe(s), etc. (connected in some way to this other short piece published earlier this year at Guernica, &lt;a href="http://www.guernicamag.com/fiction/2207/butler_12_15_10/" target="_"&gt;"I do love god"&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;+ + +&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also to announce, my 4th book, a nonfiction work about sleep and insomnia, titled &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Nothing&lt;/span&gt;, is slated for release this November.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-8513788945526225521?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/8513788945526225521/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=8513788945526225521' title='4 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/8513788945526225521'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/8513788945526225521'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2011/03/4-recent-internet-shits-of-me-running.html' title='4 Recent Internet Shits of Me Running My Mouth Etc'/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-785610442516351770</id><published>2011-02-28T17:34:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2011-02-28T17:34:45.458-05:00</updated><title type='text'>No Year Prelease NYC marathon events</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-m1CvN7Al3cY/TWwi9x2U4_I/AAAAAAAAAYI/3WdPFJskzBk/s1600/-1.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="cursor:pointer; 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"In where." "In you." [shakes head no] "Where are you then?" "I don't know." "Where would you like to be?" "I don't give a shit." "What would make you happy?" "I don't know." [drinks V8]&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-7630501794229780332?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/7630501794229780332/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=7630501794229780332' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/7630501794229780332'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/7630501794229780332'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2011/02/are-you-in-there-in-where.html' title=''/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-6667197984365475452</id><published>2011-01-31T14:03:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2011-01-31T14:10:29.852-05:00</updated><title type='text'>There is No Year reviewed by PW, Kirkus, Library Journal</title><content type='html'>3 nice reviews from nice places seems nice&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.harpercollinscatalogs.com/TR/vlarge/9780061997426_0_Cover.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;from Publishers Weekly:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Butler's inventive third book is dedicated "For no one" and begins with an eerie prologue about the saturation of the world with a damaging light. Suitably forewarned, the reader is introduced to an unexceptional no-name family. All should be idyllic in their newly purchased home, but they are shadowed by an unwelcome "copy family." In the face of the copy mother, the mother sees her heretofore unrealized deterioration. Things only get worse as the father forgets how to get home from work; the mother starts hiding in the closet, plagued by an omnipresent egg; while the son gets a female "special friend" and receives a mysterious package containing photos of dead celebrities. The territory of domestic disillusion and postmodern dystopia is familiar from other tales, but Butler's an endlessly surprising, funny, and subversive writer. This subversion extends to the book's design: very short titled chapters with an abundance of white space. Not so much a novel as a literary tapestry, the book's eight parts are separated by blank gray pages. To Butler (Scorch Atlas), everything in the world, even the physical world, is gray and ever-changing, and potentially menacing. (Apr.) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;from Kirkus:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A family lives in a house in which strange things start to happen (or—it’s a new novel by Blake Butler).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Love him, hate him or feign indifference: There’s really no other way to react to the work of writer/postmodernist/multi-hyphenate Butler (Ever, 2009, etc). For those who like their prose fresh out of a cleaner and more traditional wellspring, Blake’s writing can prove tedious at best and arduous at worst. But for those who lean toward writing that is more visceral, taxing or outright demanding of the reader, this might be the right cup of tea—see Mark Z. Danielewski’s House of Leaves (2000), to which this novel owes some debt. The book concerns a family of doppelgängers so featureless that Butler doesn’t bother to give them names (or more accurately, likely purposefully washes them out to their elementary characteristics). So, the father, the mother and the son live in a house, just like the carbon copy father, mother and son had done before them. The father stares at a computer screen. The mother stares at her lined face in mirrors and thinks protective thoughts about her son, who suffers from a disease that nearly ended his life. The son goes to school, makes a friend and watches television with his family. It’s all presented in hushed, monochrome language that gives the whole enterprise a sense of menace from the beginning, even before Butler introduces the father’s paranoia that things in the house are changing without his knowledge. And then things do start changing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A gruesome slice of familial oddity that demonstrates its author’s versatility.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;from Library Journal:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Butler keeps the reader guessing in his latest novel. A family moves into a house where another family lives—a lifeless, unseeing copy of the family. The family goes through individual psychological and paranormal experiences that make one wonder about the origins of the family’s demise—Is it the son’s carefully mentioned past disease? Some metaphysical demon in the son’s subconscious? Or does the newly purchased house cloak discontented poltergeists? Whatever the cause, each family member endures a private psychological hell that is disturbing in its authenticity. ­VERDICT This artfully crafted, stunning piece of nontraditional literature is recommended for contemporary literature fans looking for something out of the ordinary. Butler integrates unusual elements into his novel, such as interview-style monologs and in later chapters poetry-like stanzas. Also recommended for students of literature, psychology, and philosophy, as the distinctive writing style and creative insight into the minds of one family deserve analysis. [Eight-city tour.]—Jennifer Funk, Southwestern Illinois Coll. Lib., Belleville&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-6667197984365475452?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/6667197984365475452/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=6667197984365475452' title='14 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/6667197984365475452'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/6667197984365475452'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2011/01/there-is-no-year-reviewed-by-pw-kirkus.html' title='There is No Year reviewed by PW, Kirkus, Library Journal'/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>14</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-5834341059029877121</id><published>2011-01-12T21:27:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2011-01-12T21:27:49.036-05:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>"When the notes were all burned, &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;all that writing&lt;/span&gt;, as Franz expressed himself, he, Wertheimer, called up Salzburg and ordered the piano and Franz distinctly recalled that during this telephone call his master kept insisting that they send &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;a completely worthless, a horribly untuned grand piano&lt;/span&gt; to Traich. &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;A completely worthless instrument, a horribly untuned instrument&lt;/span&gt;, Wertheimer is supposed to have repeated over and over on the phone, said Franz."&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-5834341059029877121?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/5834341059029877121/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=5834341059029877121' title='5 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' 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href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/2338885183094135157'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/2338885183094135157'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2011/01/year-year-year-year-year-year-year-year.html' title=''/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-1829066992118447431</id><published>2010-12-28T01:22:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2010-12-28T01:23:13.100-05:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>you don't have to beg a dog to shit in the house they just do it&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-1829066992118447431?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/1829066992118447431/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=1829066992118447431' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/1829066992118447431'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/1829066992118447431'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2010/12/you-dont-have-to-beg-dog-to-shit-in.html' title=''/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-8471030373935010550</id><published>2010-12-15T14:00:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2010-12-15T14:00:48.676-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Luger</title><content type='html'>"The Make-A-Wish Foundation ceased granting hunting trips in 1999, amid criticisms from animal rights groups. The Foundation explained that the decision was based on the danger of having a child in a weakened state handling firearms."&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-8471030373935010550?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/8471030373935010550/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=8471030373935010550' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/8471030373935010550'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/8471030373935010550'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2010/12/luger.html' title='Luger'/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-6211326808187536110</id><published>2010-12-08T23:31:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2010-12-08T23:32:48.164-05:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>i finished reading foucault's history of madness today, it was spectacular beginning to end&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;00&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-6211326808187536110?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/6211326808187536110/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=6211326808187536110' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/6211326808187536110'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/6211326808187536110'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2010/12/i-finished-reading-foucaults-history-of.html' title=''/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-7718349745545808432</id><published>2010-12-01T13:43:00.003-05:00</published><updated>2010-12-01T13:49:37.090-05:00</updated><title type='text'>need room</title><content type='html'>trying to pare down my home, i have too many boxes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;if anyone wants to buy some books, i will throw in some other books&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;$10 each for Scorch Atlas or Ever, including shipping&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;if you buy one i will include a free chapbook or drawing or something&lt;br /&gt;if you buy both I will include a free bonus book worth reading&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;you could also buy Kristina Born's One Hour of Television ($8), or No Colony #1 ($5), which is almost sold out. Issue 2 is sold out. Issue 3 will be coming by the end of the year. it is ridiculous. i will include free stuff with those too&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my paypal is my email address which is my first and last name all one word no space at gmail&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-7718349745545808432?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/7718349745545808432/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=7718349745545808432' title='9 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/7718349745545808432'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/7718349745545808432'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2010/12/need-room.html' title='need room'/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>9</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-5617172389345077218</id><published>2010-11-22T13:30:00.003-05:00</published><updated>2010-11-22T13:37:22.479-05:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>odd anchoring of twin but different ache in both arms: Left, a sore node on the bulb on top of the shoulder; Right, a longer running, more slowly throbbing warm glow near the elbow, months along; forced to sleep mainly on my back as one side or the other aches the other harder&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;everything is mostly fine; i am eating a lot of meals consisting of saltines paired with something i.e. honey or shredded cheese; those are actually the only two things, so there are two modes too&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i've been sleeping rather fine. tired earlier than ever most nights and sleeping heavy without waking which i have not done in years and seems to spill over also into waking still, like more tired because of the backlog of approaching rest; i think we are going to go to kentucky for a minute next month and i am looking forward to old rooms&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://htmlgiant.com/feature/the-myth-of-the-human-wrt-david-foster-wallaces-mister-squishy/" target="_"&gt;i wrote this thing about wallace&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i have a new piece of a long novel in &lt;a href="http://bwr.ua.edu/" target="_"&gt;the new issue of this&lt;/a&gt;, an earlier chapter from the same piece that was in redivider last year or earlier this year, whichever that was, i can't tell what a day is anymore; i feel kind of itchy&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;just began a second section of what i think will be a five part novel that is different from whatever else i've done if i can remember anything about that&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;how bout ice cweam&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-5617172389345077218?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/5617172389345077218/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=5617172389345077218' title='5 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/5617172389345077218'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/5617172389345077218'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2010/11/odd-anchoring-of-twin-but-different.html' title=''/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>5</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-5543470282461639126</id><published>2010-11-07T15:52:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2010-11-07T15:52:47.469-05:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>"LaBianca had on pajamas, and I later found out that his wife had pulled the blue dress she was now wearing over her pink nightgown after Charlie had suddenly appeared in her bedroom."&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-5543470282461639126?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/5543470282461639126/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=5543470282461639126' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/5543470282461639126'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/5543470282461639126'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2010/11/labianca-had-on-pajamas-and-i-later.html' title=''/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-8105543685633568457</id><published>2010-11-06T20:37:00.006-04:00</published><updated>2010-11-09T12:14:16.340-05:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>wrote three paragraphs this morning&lt;br /&gt;went to help move my father's things out of half of his room at the rest home, which will result in $1000 deducted from the rent, and will open the space for someone else to move in and share a room with him in the event the place becomes filled; he seemed upset my mother, sister, brother in law, and i were all there; he kept saying "I don't know what this is;" he did not at all notice the room's alteration&lt;br /&gt;wrote one more longer paragraph between the moving and going to dinner with the same people except dad, washed my clothes&lt;br /&gt;my mother and sister ordered the same thing to eat: tofu, vegetables, and sauce&lt;br /&gt;i ate very much sushi wearing three shades of blue and a green shirt long as a dress&lt;br /&gt;after dinner we stopped at a used store and my mom bought a beckett play, i bought nothing, my sister bought something i can't remember&lt;br /&gt;returned to mom's and got in the bathtub and read the first half of christian hawkey's ventrakl until i felt so warm i put the book down and fell asleep in the tub&lt;br /&gt;getting out standing in the mirror noticed a large vein seeming larger, darker&lt;br /&gt;mom asked why i did not tell her she'd been wearing three earrings all evening&lt;br /&gt;left my mom's house to go home, forgot my clothes in the house, had to come back&lt;br /&gt;still feel too warm&lt;br /&gt;going to run 6 miles and come back and read the rest of the hawkey&lt;br /&gt;drink the rest of the diet ginger ale in my fridge, maybe the gin, maybe watch a movie, probably sleep early if i can&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-8105543685633568457?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/8105543685633568457/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=8105543685633568457' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/8105543685633568457'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/8105543685633568457'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2010/11/wrote-three-paragraphs-this-morning.html' title=''/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-718071014285475582</id><published>2010-10-20T15:16:00.002-04:00</published><updated>2010-10-20T15:17:00.515-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Porn star "Savannah" aka Shannon Wilsey killed herself at age 23 in 1994 after recording the following films: &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All American Superstars (1998) (V)&lt;br /&gt;Direct Dial (1997) (V)&lt;br /&gt;Bums Away (1995) (V)&lt;br /&gt;Where the Boys Aren't Part IV: Boarding House Blues Too (1995) (V)&lt;br /&gt;Savanah Unleased (1994) (V) (as Savanah) .... Angel, Nurse&lt;br /&gt;Sinderella 2: The Stepsister (1994) (V)&lt;br /&gt;Summertime Boobs (1994)&lt;br /&gt;Battle of the Superstars (1993) (V)&lt;br /&gt;Deep Inside Racquel Darrian (1993) (V)&lt;br /&gt;Hollywood X-posed (1993) (V)&lt;br /&gt;Hustlers, The (1993) (V)&lt;br /&gt;Naughty Butt Nice (1993) (V)&lt;br /&gt;Savannah Affair, The (1993) (V)&lt;br /&gt;Secret Fantasies 3 (1993) (V)&lt;br /&gt;Starbangers 1 (1993) (V)&lt;br /&gt;Superstars of Sex: Racquel Darrian (1993) .... Biker Chick&lt;br /&gt;Superstars of Sex: Savannah (1993)&lt;br /&gt;Wet Event (1993) (V)&lt;br /&gt;Angels (1992/II) (V)&lt;br /&gt;Best of Footworship 3 (1992) (V)&lt;br /&gt;Dixie Dynamite and the All-Star Tit Queens (1992)&lt;br /&gt;Flash Floods (1992)&lt;br /&gt;Hot Holes (1992) (V)&lt;br /&gt;House of Sleeping Beauties (1992) (V)&lt;br /&gt;House of Sleeping Beauties 2 (1992) (V)&lt;br /&gt;Indian Summer (1992) (V)&lt;br /&gt;On Trial 3: Takin' It to the Jury (1992)&lt;br /&gt;On Trial Part 4: The Verdict (1992) (V)&lt;br /&gt;Savannah R.N. (1992) (V) .... Nurse&lt;br /&gt;Sinderella (1992)&lt;br /&gt;Art of Desire (1991) (V) .... Alexis&lt;br /&gt;Autoerotica (1991)&lt;br /&gt;Autoerotica 2 (1991)&lt;br /&gt;Blonde Forces (1991) (V)&lt;br /&gt;Blonde Savage (1991) (V)&lt;br /&gt;Camp Fear (1991) (as Shannon Wilsey)&lt;br /&gt;Ecstasy (1991) (V)&lt;br /&gt;End Results (1991) (V) (as Silver Cane)&lt;br /&gt;Execu-Comp #169 - Classic Super Sex (1991) (V)&lt;br /&gt;Forever (1991/I) .... Kim&lt;br /&gt;Happy Endings (1991) (V)&lt;br /&gt;Hot Savannah Nights (1991) (V)&lt;br /&gt;Hurts So Good (1991) (V)&lt;br /&gt;Indian Summer 2: Sandstorm (1991) (V)&lt;br /&gt;Laying the Ghost (1991)&lt;br /&gt;Legal Tender (1991) .... Mal's Gals&lt;br /&gt;Made in Heaven (1991) (V)&lt;br /&gt;Nasty Reputation (1991) (V)&lt;br /&gt;Naughty Nymphs (1991) (V)&lt;br /&gt;New Wave Hookers 2 (1991) (V)&lt;br /&gt;No Boys Allowed (1991) (V)&lt;br /&gt;On Trial 2 (1991) .... Ellen Fargo alias Scarlett&lt;br /&gt;On Trial Part 1: In Defense of Savannah (1991) (V) .... Savannah&lt;br /&gt;On Trial Part III: In Defense of Savannah (1991) (V) .... Savannah&lt;br /&gt;On Trial Part II: In Defense of Savannah (1991) (V) .... Savannah&lt;br /&gt;On Trial Part IV: In Defense of Savannah (1991) (V) .... Savannah&lt;br /&gt;Roxy (1991) (V) .... Roxy&lt;br /&gt;Savannah Superstar (1991) (V) .... Savannah&lt;br /&gt;Spectacle, The (1991) (V)&lt;br /&gt;Surf City Sex (1991) (V) (as Silver)&lt;br /&gt;Virgin on the Run (1991) (V)&lt;br /&gt;Vision, The (1991)&lt;br /&gt;Vow of Passion (1991) (V)&lt;br /&gt;Invisible Maniac, The (1990) (as Shannon Wilsey) .... Vicky&lt;br /&gt;Racquel's Addiction (1990) (V) (as Silver Kane)&lt;br /&gt;Sorority House Massacre II (1990) (as Shannon Wilsey) .... Satana&lt;br /&gt;Trouble Maker (1990)&lt;br /&gt;Every Man's Fancy (1988)&lt;br /&gt;Reflections of Innocence (1988)&lt;br /&gt;Telemates (1988)&lt;br /&gt;Turn Up the Heat (1988)&lt;br /&gt;Tight Fit (1987)&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-718071014285475582?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/718071014285475582/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=718071014285475582' title='4 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/718071014285475582'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/718071014285475582'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2010/10/porn-star-savannah-aka-shannon-wilsey.html' title=''/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-6156267516063265803</id><published>2010-10-20T12:49:00.002-04:00</published><updated>2010-10-20T12:52:22.938-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='andy warhol'/><title type='text'>1963</title><content type='html'>INTERVIEWER: Now, when you say like, it takes about an hour--do you spend most of your time painting? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ANDY WARHOL: No.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;INTERVIEWER: You don't. What do you do? Besides, I know you've made a movie and you're going to make another one. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ANDY WARHOL: I don't know.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;INTERVIEWER: You just live.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ANDY WARHOL: Right. No, I don't live.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;INTERVIEWER: Do you want to qualify that statement? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ANDY WARHOL: No.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-6156267516063265803?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/6156267516063265803/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=6156267516063265803' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/6156267516063265803'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/6156267516063265803'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2010/10/1963.html' title='1963'/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-8612687645101199341</id><published>2010-10-18T21:18:00.002-04:00</published><updated>2010-10-18T21:24:44.705-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>"If I've written about my dilemma with this highhanded treatment of details and lack of concreteness, hiding behind a stiff, somewhat old-fashioned voice, it's because I'm embarrassed, shy--and afraid. Because I'm not free. Because I am what I am. Because I'm a member."&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-8612687645101199341?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/8612687645101199341/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=8612687645101199341' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/8612687645101199341'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/8612687645101199341'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2010/10/if-ive-written-about-my-dilemma-with.html' title=''/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-733569298811254943</id><published>2010-09-19T03:04:00.005-04:00</published><updated>2010-09-19T03:10:46.029-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>walk to my house&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i am not inside my house, walk to it anyway, open the purple curtain&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;behind the purple curtain someone is making pie&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it will be a delicious pie when it is sursurrated hard and long against the open sweetness of your bald throat, sure&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so have some of the pie&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;come back when i am tired and i might be actually inside the house, i will be warm&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i will negate you for your asking for the warmth of me also but i will give it, it is not a warm warm, it is a sash&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it is the longest sash anyone inside this country with a shirt has ever put across his left breast laughing in this year, this is a thing you can believe&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;there are many things you might believe about the color of the circuit system above your heart's mash, but this is a mistake, it is not a mistake i'd prefer to correct in you most likely as when it becomes correct you might have something sharp to say&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i don't need the sharpness, or the knocking, or your food or any shirts&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;there will be a great circus that comes to town soon, surely, and when that comes you will be an ash inside the the ash, blur thrown by the circus friendlies for a great gnashing when their teeth respond in tandem to the color of your maximizing flesh exposed to rain&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;all this rain i ate might make me heavy someday but i am done with that&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i have the surface area divider on lend from koresh and judson&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i have the box&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;come back here to the house and look again&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;come back and ask a question for god if you have the fuckmaster cojones, which you don't&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"no god"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"no god"&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-733569298811254943?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/733569298811254943/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=733569298811254943' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/733569298811254943'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/733569298811254943'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2010/09/walk-to-my-house-i-am-not-inside-my.html' title=''/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-228292063286627612</id><published>2010-09-19T03:03:00.002-04:00</published><updated>2010-09-19T03:03:48.310-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>blah blah blah beckett blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah beckett blah blah blah blah blah blah&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-228292063286627612?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/228292063286627612/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=228292063286627612' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/228292063286627612'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/228292063286627612'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2010/09/blah-blah-blah-beckett-blah-blah-blah.html' title=''/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-6674504097189248250</id><published>2010-09-18T21:00:00.001-04:00</published><updated>2010-09-18T21:00:55.267-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>the remainder of this year in my life belongs to joey f. snordsen, and he alone.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-6674504097189248250?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/6674504097189248250/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=6674504097189248250' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/6674504097189248250'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/6674504097189248250'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2010/09/remainder-of-this-year-in-my-life.html' title=''/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-7070884139663314108</id><published>2010-09-18T20:48:00.003-04:00</published><updated>2010-09-18T20:59:53.631-04:00</updated><title type='text'>5 Selected Goodreads Reviews of Scorch Atlas</title><content type='html'>"This was maybe the worst book I've read in five years. The author is trying too hard to be unique, but doesn't have the talent to pull it off. Instead the book ends up feeling adolescent, indulgent and clumsily written." - "&lt;a href="http://www.goodreads.com/user/show/4187329-kristen" target="_"&gt;Kristen&lt;/a&gt;" 1 of 5 stars&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"A novel featuring all-new scenes, Scorch Atlas is literature." - "&lt;a href="http://www.goodreads.com/author/show/224798.Mickey_Hess" target="_"&gt;Mickey&lt;/a&gt;" 5 of 5 stars&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The prose is quite good, and the premise is interesting, but wow is it ever disgusting. Some of the descriptions were so vile that I could barely make it through the book--and it gets more repulsive as the book goes along. I think the author is talented, but I wouldn't recommend this to anyone." - "&lt;a href="http://www.goodreads.com/user/show/128532-sarah" target="_"&gt;Sarah&lt;/a&gt;" 1 of 5 stars&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It's amazing that a book this poorly written could actually get published . . . These stories read like a bad imitation of Samuel Becket. Artsy, self-indulgent, pretentious, and just really, really bad. The kind of stuff I used to read and make fun of in my undergraduate writing workshops. Wish I could give this one less than one star." - "&lt;a href="http://www.goodreads.com/user/show/3756693-lee" target="_"&gt;Lee&lt;/a&gt;" 1 of 5 stars&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Makes the characters from The Road look like a bunch of pussweeds." - "&lt;a href="http://www.goodreads.com/user/show/131364-andrew" target="_"&gt;Andrew&lt;/a&gt;" 5 of 5 stars&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-7070884139663314108?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/7070884139663314108/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=7070884139663314108' title='5 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/7070884139663314108'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/7070884139663314108'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2010/09/5-selected-goodreads-reviews-of-scorch.html' title='5 Selected Goodreads Reviews of Scorch Atlas'/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>5</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-8938831552347647716</id><published>2010-08-31T23:07:00.001-04:00</published><updated>2010-08-31T23:09:24.730-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>"In polite stories the world had been made acquainted with the picturesque lives of these commonplace but worthy people. In detail their story had been told. Over the precipice in Yosemite the Bridal Veil Falls had been launching its water for a thousand years and ignorance was fattening his belly apace."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;William Carlos Williams, &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;The Great American Novel&lt;/span&gt;, 1923&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-8938831552347647716?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/8938831552347647716/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=8938831552347647716' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/8938831552347647716'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/8938831552347647716'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2010/08/in-polite-stories-world-had-been-made.html' title=''/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-7695685421606164089</id><published>2010-08-18T12:00:00.001-04:00</published><updated>2010-08-18T12:03:51.769-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='birthday destroy contest'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='scorch atlas'/><title type='text'>SCORCH ATLAS BIRTHDAY DESTROY CONTEST</title><content type='html'>via &lt;a href="http://www.featherproof.com" target="_"&gt;Featherproof&lt;/a&gt;, on the forthcoming 1 year anniversary of the book:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Once upon 2009 we decided, since Scorch Atlas was a destructive force, to offer destroyed copies on pre-sale, to the brave few who would let us mangle their copy. That looked like this:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;iframe src="http://player.vimeo.com/video/5699420" width="400" height="300" frameborder="0"&gt;&lt;/iframe&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vimeo.com/5699420"&gt;Scorch Atlas (destroyed) by Blake Butler&lt;/a&gt; from &lt;a href="http://vimeo.com/featherproof"&gt;featherproof books&lt;/a&gt; on &lt;a href="http://vimeo.com"&gt;Vimeo&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We got a surprising amount of requests for mutilated books, and happily complied. Blake was so happy he got hungry and started to eat the book. That looked like this:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;iframe src="http://player.vimeo.com/video/5730842" width="400" height="230" frameborder="0"&gt;&lt;/iframe&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://vimeo.com/5730842"&gt;Blake Butler eats Page 1 of Scorch Atlas&lt;/a&gt; from &lt;a href="http://vimeo.com/user852626"&gt;blake butler&lt;/a&gt; on &lt;a href="http://vimeo.com"&gt;Vimeo&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Despite a few protests from the People for the Ethical Treatment of Everything, the idea spread. Mike Kitchell exploded one:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;object width="480" height="385"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/PaSwK2TUXS0?fs=1&amp;amp;hl=en_US"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/PaSwK2TUXS0?fs=1&amp;amp;hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;/object&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sean Lovelace shot some arrows at one:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;object width="480" height="385"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/xZy3GPTSxF0?fs=1&amp;amp;hl=en_US"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/xZy3GPTSxF0?fs=1&amp;amp;hl=en_US" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;/object&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And it became clear. The only way to truly finish Scorch Atlas was by destroying your copy. Thus: we propose a new contest. Destroy your copy. Better than any has destroyed before you. Smash it smear it, pepper it with flak, and digest it thoroughly. We want you to do your worst. Also acceptable: creative methods of destruction that don't necessarily destroy the book physically but endanger it, terrify it, or brutalize it. Like humiliating the book in public, or changing the text, or reading it aloud to your grandmother wearing a gas mask.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Post your video to YouTube or Vimeo. Let us know you did so at contest@featherproof.com by September 9th, 2010 (Scorch Atlas's birthday.) Then we'll pick a winner based on criteria of Risk, Bloodlust, Derring-do, Internet research, Smarts, and Pheromones Released.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ONE GRAND PRIZE WINNER will receive: the complete featherproof fiction catalog of books, including a signed, first edition (blackened edges) Scorch Atlas, in clean/perfect/mint condition, Ever by Blake Butler, both issues of No Colony, a t-shirt that says 'Knife That', mini-books, Kristina Born's One Hour of Television, stickers, a packet of Blake's hair, a book that Blake loves destroyed just for you, and a drawing he made in his sleep. It sounds like a joke, I know. But this grand prize package is SO NOT A JOKE. It's for real.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;FIVE FIRST PRIZE WINNERS will receive a signed, first edition (blackened edges) Scorch Atlas, in clean/perfect/mint condition. To replace the one you mangled.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;THE REST OF THE LOSERS just fucked themselves.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Have at it.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-7695685421606164089?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/7695685421606164089/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=7695685421606164089' title='6 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/7695685421606164089'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/7695685421606164089'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2010/08/scorch-atlas-birthday-destroy-contest.html' title='SCORCH ATLAS BIRTHDAY DESTROY CONTEST'/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>6</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-4142509212919606866</id><published>2010-08-16T12:33:00.002-04:00</published><updated>2010-08-16T12:37:27.646-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>issue 7 of &lt;a href="http://www.theliftedbrow.com/" target="_"&gt;The Lifted Brow&lt;/a&gt; is out, it has some freakshit, cover my Matthew Furie, words by Diane Williams, Matt Bell, Ryan Call, Jimmy Chen, Brian Evenson, Kim Chinquee, Mike Meginnis, Zachary German, Gabe Durham, Sam Pink, and a shitload of lot other. A section from &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Ricky's Anus&lt;/span&gt; serves as an introduction to the issue.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I don't have anything else to say about fucking life&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-4142509212919606866?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/4142509212919606866/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=4142509212919606866' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/4142509212919606866'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/4142509212919606866'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2010/08/issue-7-of-lifted-brow-is-out-it-has.html' title=''/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-7758107875830397254</id><published>2010-08-12T17:13:00.005-04:00</published><updated>2010-10-11T19:22:26.037-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>small year in Disgaza w/ my seizure&lt;br /&gt;glowdoze slicing the house into what i can fit &amp; can not fit&lt;br /&gt;smaller than a life coach with white hamstrings &lt;br /&gt;the zap will kill one of 11 mimes in me&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-7758107875830397254?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/7758107875830397254/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=7758107875830397254' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/7758107875830397254'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/7758107875830397254'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2010/08/small-year-in-disgaza-w-my-seizure.html' title=''/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-11858761314051939</id><published>2010-08-08T05:46:00.002-04:00</published><updated>2010-08-08T05:51:28.415-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>my inner black child is exploding&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-11858761314051939?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-7228096962097569019</id><published>2010-07-20T01:03:00.003-04:00</published><updated>2010-07-22T16:42:08.669-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>today at the home when we came in there were four women singing together in a room full of older people sleeping. they were singing words without music, "oh i want to go home now, but the water is too high, oh i want to go home now." their voices were old and out of tune and strange in the room following my mother to wake my dad who almost never looks up these days from the ground.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;later my mom told me that the song was a song one of the women had written and begun singing to herself around the home for weeks. at church sermons in the home on sunday she would sing it instead of hymnals, though on the days outside of church she would steal the tune. in this way others began to pick the song up. now they sing it often in long loops. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;later in his own room my father recognized the first thing i've seen him recognize without prodding in the last few times i've seen him, the brief prechorus of an old 60s soul song that goes "oh oh oh." he sang it as if he had been cued to join in, then went back to trying to put the cookie on the floor.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-7228096962097569019?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/7228096962097569019/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=7228096962097569019' title='4 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/7228096962097569019'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/7228096962097569019'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2010/07/today-at-home-when-we-came-in-there.html' title=''/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-4015190221704354654</id><published>2010-07-19T14:29:00.003-04:00</published><updated>2010-07-30T01:30:49.815-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>there must be 8 more replicants of 7 to complete the 7 sets of 7 sets of 7 comprising the fourth section of the text which has no beginning and no end&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-4015190221704354654?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/4015190221704354654/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=4015190221704354654' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/4015190221704354654'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/4015190221704354654'/><link 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/&gt;any hour i don't talk to my mother i am growing very old&lt;br /&gt;though often when i am actually around my mother my skin makes such loud noise i can hardly think&lt;br /&gt;another house&lt;br /&gt;i should probably bite the skin and eat it and digest it, it would birth a set of clothes&lt;br /&gt;i would wear the clothes and go near people, it would stink loud&lt;br /&gt;today at the glass door to the backyard the blue bird from yesterday appeared again he seemed to knock twice i was looking for food&lt;br /&gt;two bananas and various forms of pretzel dipped into wettish substance i read your instructions for how to not want to eat, the worm of slight repetitions under long mind, something stretched in big sound of fire at an asp&lt;br /&gt;in the bathroom i read john cage saying in so many words because there is no message there need not ever be response&lt;br /&gt;the buttons on this machine could find a way to type a message to someone larger than this home i'm sure but i don't have the sight inside me any more this year or i am too smushed or stupid or there is the color of my bones&lt;br /&gt;i don't think i need to be any body ever over numbers, there could exist a perfect mall, another one and i could buy a machine that stitched itself against this one here and sent itself into the center of the lock&lt;br /&gt;the rhyming machine the color machine the ten boxes of brownie mix&lt;br /&gt;my father's ring somewhere hidden in the house unless mom found it, i can't not remember which, i can't not remember if i actually can not remember or if i am willfully allowing disambiguation in the name of saying something more indirectly in the hope that something like a hole or god could find its way into the stupid typing these days do not even demand but more likely give me something i can bend, something worth laughing at in public and ignoring every night now that i have been remaindered now that everyone is grease&lt;br /&gt;can't even remember the last time i saw an insect other than the one i crushed the other night under a soft book&lt;br /&gt;i had not read the book and likely never will&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-2932319879936985298?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/2932319879936985298/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=2932319879936985298' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/2932319879936985298'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/2932319879936985298'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2010/07/nobody-really-actually-believes-anybody.html' title=''/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-2354977177285027767</id><published>2010-07-07T16:21:00.002-04:00</published><updated>2010-07-07T16:27:05.948-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>the machine in my house won't stop beeping, someone is there&lt;br /&gt;around 4 am i climbed onto the bathroom again and tried to hoist&lt;br /&gt;black shit on my arms, found pieces of the swiffer under my pillow&lt;br /&gt;sometimes there is this weird dark dust on the seat of the toilet&lt;br /&gt;i think i talked to the two men in the guardroom for 15 minutes about god&lt;br /&gt;but they were talking about ladders and i kept trying to close the door&lt;br /&gt;"Here he moved, to and fro, from the door to the window, from the window &lt;br /&gt;to the door; from the window to the door, from the door to the window; &lt;br /&gt;from the fire to the bed, from the bed to the fire; from the bed to the fire, &lt;br /&gt;from the fire to the bed; from the door to the fire, from the fire to the door..."&lt;br /&gt;i need to begin again at something, no food, no light, no speech, no persons outside&lt;br /&gt;get a little longer in your mind's bitch before i come back and there's a darker knob&lt;br /&gt;make a sandwich have a baby bring me the plastic doll i asked for age three to have something to beat the shit from and did not get until it was too late&lt;div 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href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2010/07/machine-in-my-house-wont-stop-beeping.html' title=''/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>5</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-1015235226408830057</id><published>2010-06-15T22:59:00.002-04:00</published><updated>2010-06-15T23:00:03.229-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>"what we were then each for himself and for the other&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;glued together like a single body in the dark the mud&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;how at each instant each ceased and was there no more either for himself or for the other vast tracts of time"&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-1015235226408830057?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/1015235226408830057/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=1015235226408830057' title='5 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/1015235226408830057'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/1015235226408830057'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2010/06/what-we-were-then-each-for-himself-and.html' title=''/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>5</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-7343385310477953231</id><published>2010-06-12T17:28:00.006-04:00</published><updated>2010-06-12T17:32:14.653-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-weight:bold;"&gt;I had microsoft word summarize the sections I have deleted so far from my nonfiction ms about sleep into 100 words or less, here's what it said&lt;/span&gt;:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;In my head the light went white. I lay face-up in my bed, the room full of a soft light. The color of all sound. The light contained infinite terror, growing slick up my insides. The light continued. A gone light. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The circuit woke. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The horror of bodies, speech. If the sleepwalker walks through unknown cities then there must also be a language for the people there lit inside the tunnels of the head. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;     Dern shoots again. The same light. Piano sound. Dern shoots again. Exits.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-7343385310477953231?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/7343385310477953231/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=7343385310477953231' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/7343385310477953231'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/7343385310477953231'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' 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/&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i can't stop saying the phrase 'they were eating it up like dowgs' which is something that a now dead person said in one of his several hundred recorded songs. the phrase has learned to override the words coming out of other people too&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the other day my mother put her hands on both my sides and said that i looked very thin&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i have already this year read more books than i read last year because of the bike machine which by the time i am finished with each session has two huge pools of sweat beneath the parts where my arms are above it during the time i ride on the bike that does not move. many of the people who bike or lift or run will come and wipe down the machines they've touched when they are finish but i don't do that. the other night there was a corner of a piece of velveeta cheese on the concrete it made me sad&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i don't like the guard guy who won't ever raise his hand or speak to me no matter how directly i say hello or wave at him, i think he talks to other people fine&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i think big boi was grillin out with some of his dudes by our pool the other day, he was turning meat with a large silver thingie&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;there are games you can make up it is fun when you make up games it is like there was something waiting to be played all this time and you found it just like that&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i am conie the sellfish punk but i would rather be conie at the stroke of midnight like my sister is&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;have you read prunebomb&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;have you eaten anything great&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;things are pretty nice if you like them&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-416923246704568739?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>7</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-2701967891295754977</id><published>2010-06-01T13:00:00.002-04:00</published><updated>2010-06-01T13:04:02.510-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='david rylance'/><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>"there is also disappearance, contagion, military murder, telekinetic fire, hurricane, catastrophic subsidence, infant death, mutation, being eaten by animals, oceanic evaporation, suicide, glutinous rain, quicksand topographies made of mud, sky lesions, a massive wall overtaking the earth and total flooding of the landscape... Far from an escape into some sort of monumentalism of destruction, this anti-realistic concentration of ruin perfectly zeroes in on our inveterate inability to actually picture the end, to consider its lobster. It’s in this act then that the true momentous dismay and oppressive compulsion to want to avoid disaster that the inevitability of apocalypse should spirit into us (but doesn’t) is recuperated in the form of an apocalypse of such total immensity it could never come telling us that we risk facing not the impossible but the all too possible."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--- David Rylance, from an essay on my body of work, &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://transductions.net/2010/05/30/the-darkest-fits-of-light-on-dwelling-in-blake-butlers-de-compositions/" target="_"&gt;The Darkest Fits of Light: on dwelling in Blake Butler's de-compositions&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Massive thanks to David for this beautiful, generous, and transcendent (beyond myself) text.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>5</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-8381620723223251946</id><published>2010-05-16T15:11:00.003-04:00</published><updated>2010-05-16T15:16:39.638-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='blabber'/><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>coming up out of the pool water opening my eyes at the same time today i saw my father in a fraction half-deleted standing halfway between me and the house turned profile and much younger with his head down he was wearing all white the gray of the house in partial shade matched exactly the shade of the concrete of the deck and in the instant of his pixel damaged body disappearing again in the shaking off the water from my face skin and my hair it was as if i had become living in a version of the house left otherwise somewhere else which in the lapping level of the water at my chest was the year my mother found me facedown in the deep end and the gray was also on the air&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-8381620723223251946?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/8381620723223251946/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=8381620723223251946' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/8381620723223251946'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/8381620723223251946'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' 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out pretty good&lt;br /&gt;i hired a mexican woman to drive me home, her name was portcullis, i shit you not&lt;br /&gt;i'm going to have a baby&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-510399570903218649?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/510399570903218649/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=510399570903218649' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/510399570903218649'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' 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issue&lt;/a&gt;, the one with Courtney Love's titties in it. 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height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>8</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-5525566394050061814</id><published>2010-04-25T23:47:00.009-04:00</published><updated>2010-04-26T02:17:59.055-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='blabber'/><title type='text'>14 rap artists i have been listening to a lot lately + 2 showers</title><content type='html'>QUASIMOTO   how much can you delete i can delete a lot, the way madlib trades verses with himself as quas in shifted pitches hurts my gristle like a good light&lt;br /&gt;GUCCI MANE  jumping big rocks in the street even the dogs here will walk out in front of your car like who's this mofucker&lt;br /&gt;BONE THUGS  the subs in my car make the metal go like the car is dead inside, it sucks to rolls the windows down cuz it kills that ouch, makes me breathe my air over and over&lt;br /&gt;THREE SIX   there are clear castles between the traffic lights, you can go in the stairwells where the bums piss and it's like something rising through you, across the street from that is the sub shop where they give you love for coming in the door&lt;br /&gt;TUPAC       even while you get an older body there's the year you drove late in florida and that street wouldn't come back now if you went looking for it but it's out there&lt;br /&gt;BIG BOI     don't need a largess need a game machine and someone for sundays, some grits and cheese and a doughnut and a mouth to see it beside&lt;br /&gt;FAT PAT     grillin up in the white apartment closet laughin and makin candy out of days that felt like nothing "see a different level of the game fo sho" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;most days i take two showers, one when i get up and one covered in sweat&lt;br /&gt;sometimes i combine the two into one&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;DOOM        i would be better off with a set of sweatpants for sure, or a tattoo of the pants along my knee; hide out and make money for your child, even if the child doesn't exist&lt;br /&gt;PROJECT PAT this room could be even smaller than it is, there are never enough cookies, get a houseparty started in your kitchen, sweatpants&lt;br /&gt;Z RO        let the game squirt w/o you, show up when it's hot, get a box and take some home&lt;br /&gt;MIKE JONES  today my father pulled a black hair out of the pad holding him in his wheelchair and held it up at light, said "we need to make me a dress out of this one"&lt;br /&gt;DIZZEE RASCAL don't leave come back sit on the bed with me smile and let's have cookies and come around or do what you need i want to &lt;br /&gt;BUN B       "ain't nothin changed everyday aint nothin chay-ange" the long rhythm of the tree that isn't under this house and the rat that ran wet through here and died so i came home to smell, i don't plan on leaving again lately, it's still small&lt;br /&gt;T.I.        the roof on the building i walked into looked like it had been set to the edge with a big bic lighter and clicked and dragged, lunchmeat shaderoof and an erased playground, they had ice cream inside&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-5525566394050061814?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/5525566394050061814/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=5525566394050061814' title='6 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/5525566394050061814'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/5525566394050061814'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' 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height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-703079166711234790</id><published>2010-04-17T02:24:00.003-04:00</published><updated>2010-04-17T02:30:14.083-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>chont dont motherhoue&lt;br /&gt;i am the large as&lt;br /&gt;as wouelad&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;neighbor scared&lt;br /&gt;she has dog of &lt;br /&gt;she is scared is&lt;br /&gt;i ate 2 doughnuts&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;margarietas and the nachoe&lt;br /&gt;with chips plus cheese&lt;br /&gt;ran a car&lt;br /&gt;girl looked said go back to friends&lt;br /&gt;girl looked and was a lez&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i have nothing for it&lt;br /&gt;i have no dogs&lt;br /&gt;dead mouse smelled like me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i was going to eat dinner with mom&lt;br /&gt;she was late&lt;br /&gt;she saw my father pushed behind a desk couldnt move&lt;br /&gt;he had teeth still&lt;br /&gt;i am going to not go&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hung out with the cat hastings&lt;br /&gt;he didnt want to talk&lt;br /&gt;threw a ball for him to look at&lt;br /&gt;he half ate&lt;br /&gt;he stayed in the stayroom&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i left&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i have a friend york he's nice&lt;br /&gt;we rode the white van&lt;br /&gt;we disliked similar&lt;br /&gt;and liked similar&lt;br /&gt;there was a mexican band&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;two doughnuts is trouble&lt;br /&gt;if you are trying to drive and peopple have problems&lt;br /&gt;bithcass neighbor with the blackheaded dog&lt;br /&gt;saw me coming didnt front like she wasnt going inside cuz she saw me&lt;br /&gt;just went on in&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;cool&lt;br /&gt;good move ill rep it too if i can get my hard shit&lt;br /&gt;tupac is dead&lt;br /&gt;bone is trying&lt;br /&gt;i am dogs&lt;br /&gt;i am tots&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;no more candy for fuckface&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img 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BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-1641128472762303184</id><published>2010-04-01T12:37:00.006-04:00</published><updated>2010-04-01T13:00:28.632-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='awp'/><title type='text'>Where</title><content type='html'>I am guest editing &lt;a href="http://www.everyday-genius.com/" target="_"&gt;Everyday Genius&lt;/a&gt; for April, have a lot of fun and messed up googa to throw at you, beginning today with Laura Carter. Look on there weekdays this month and words will be there.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thomas Kendall wrote about reading Scorch Atlas at &lt;a href="http://transductions.net/2010/04/01/note-on-scorch-atlas-digestive-juice/" target="_"&gt;Transductions&lt;/a&gt;, which has become one of my favorite sites. He goes, "Scorch Atlas punches evolution in the kidneys."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;going to Houston tomorrow to hang with Gene at the Houston Book Fair, then we ride in a van to the AWP. scheduled a lot of crap in many arenas over a breadth of time, whoops, here's where i will send a body of me:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thursday, April 8, 2-4pm  at Stella's Coffeehaus - Dewclaw w/ a ton of friends, Mike Young, Claire Donato, Dottie Lasky, Matt Salesses, Jen Tynes, Amina Cain, Jac Jemc, Matt Simmons, some other freaks&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Event Title #2:  Orbiting Salt: A Quarterly West/Western Humanities&lt;br /&gt;Review/Barrelhouse/Versal Reading&lt;br /&gt;Scheduled Day: Thursday, April 8&lt;br /&gt;Scheduled Time: 4:30 PM to 5:45 PM&lt;br /&gt;Scheduled Room: 111 - CCC&lt;br /&gt;w/ Cris Mazza, some other freaks&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thursday, April 8, 2010: 9 PM - A Reading: Northwestern University Press, &amp;Now Books , and Artifice Magazine The Celtic Tavern, 1801 Blake Street, w/ Lance Olsen, Christian Bök, Jeffrey DeShell, Davis Schneiderman, Teresa Carmody, some wildnesses&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Event Title #1:  Indie Mags:  Publishing Outside of MFA Programs and Other&lt;br /&gt;Institutional Support&lt;br /&gt;Scheduled Day: Friday, April 9&lt;br /&gt;Scheduled Time: 12:00 PM to 1:15 PM&lt;br /&gt;Scheduled Room: 108 - CCC&lt;br /&gt;w/ Aaron Burch, J. Wang, some other freaks&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;friday, at 7pm (maybe 8) at the Skylark::  Featherproof w/ the Featherproof crew Shorts n Shots and some freaks&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;live it&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-1641128472762303184?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/1641128472762303184/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=1641128472762303184' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/1641128472762303184'/><link rel='self' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>7</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-2709776651791397789</id><published>2010-03-26T12:34:00.005-04:00</published><updated>2010-03-26T12:56:35.168-04:00</updated><title type='text'>swordfishies</title><content type='html'>some sofa opened a can of bacon on me in pretend last nite on the sofa where you used to sit and i would sit on the other sofa and &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;everyday in the wall on the opposite side of my building a man comes and opens a box and puts abodhfoaiusdofiuasodifuoasiudfoiuasodifuaposidufpoiausdpoifuaposidufpoiausdpofiuasopdifuopaisudfpoiuasopdifuaopisdufopiajsd;ofja;skdjf;lkajsdl;fkja;slkdjfl;kajsd&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;why am i bothering to pretend i care about anything but tacos today or yesterday and not even tacos but the negative image of them leaving me in the gym room where every night for the past two weeks this kid has come in right after me around 11 pm and turned on the tv as loud as it will go to watch espn while i am on the stationary bike reading a book because i fucked up my ankle kicking the wall in the bathroom out of terror even if that's not really what i did&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;with the tv on and running my muscles there are two sets of words&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i can place the brain on one or the other mostly and sometimes there are whole walls that get made&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the kid always comes in before and leaves after me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the other night another guy told me not to drink the water from the cooler because there is black mold in the spigot, i have been drinking the water every day for as long as i can remember since we moved back in, except for the weeks they blocked the gym to do landscaping though i never saw anybody doing any work&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;that one night there was the naked woman having pictures taken of her in the window and i was walking past below and i did not stop even when she had her hand on the glass between us and was smiling&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;when i came back after exercise she was gone&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i know i went and stood a second near the brick beside the pool and there wasn't any smell&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the night we had to leave and go see a movie because the a/c broke&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yellow undertone of bathroom light that isn't really a color at all&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;you took one mirror i kept the other&lt;br /&gt;please come get mine&lt;br /&gt;or bring yours back&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;boy aphex twin mostly sucks&lt;br /&gt;but a lot of people still have him on their computers&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;not going to say anything else about anything else except the crap ringing my ears from the blue earstopper things i got from jamie's wife that block out so much sound, it's like sleeping in someone's armpit, i still haven't washed the sheets since the last day your stuff was all over the floor&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the color of the floor is dark enough that when you scratch it it really shows&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;in the ice machine there is one huge crag of ice that almost all the cubes that come out stick to, and then there are the dozen or so cubes that hang out around and underneath that and are easy to pick up and use to cool a drink&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i bought three kinds of soft drink last time i was at the grocery but two of them have caffeine though they did not seem to have caffeine when i bought them so now there's only one kind i feel ok enough about to drink at night, and i still don't stay home in the day, so&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the neighbor's dog started barking again&lt;br /&gt;i guess she took off the machine that squirts it&lt;br /&gt;in the face when it makes noise&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;in bed i think about cutting a hole into her apartment&lt;br /&gt;so i can go sit beside the dog and look into his mouth&lt;br /&gt;when the other neighbor lived there for a while i thought&lt;br /&gt;he was making meth in the bathtub and maybe the station might blow up&lt;br /&gt;that was before the tornado hit the building and after that you moved in&lt;br /&gt;i'd put an official count here of the number of days &lt;br /&gt;but i have no ideas&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-2709776651791397789?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/2709776651791397789/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>6</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-6399300125710328308</id><published>2010-03-24T14:35:00.004-04:00</published><updated>2010-03-24T14:46:08.408-04:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://www.joyland.ca/stories/joyland_south/raymonds_shoulders" target="_"&gt;Joyland&lt;/a&gt; published the first to exist excerpt from Ricky's Anus. It's from somewhere near the end of the first third of the book. Don't know what else to say. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yesterday was probably a benchmark in my life and i barely went outside&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I got some new popsicles tho&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-6399300125710328308?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/6399300125710328308/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=6399300125710328308' title='6 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/6399300125710328308'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' 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with misery, misery."&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-3924936601486376868?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/3924936601486376868/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=3924936601486376868' title='6 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/3924936601486376868'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/3924936601486376868'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2010/03/thats-right-wordshit-bury-me-avalanche.html' title=''/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>6</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-6018929140884732396</id><published>2010-03-07T05:10:00.003-05:00</published><updated>2010-03-07T05:15:21.894-05:00</updated><title type='text'>shitdick central</title><content type='html'>no one was what god is what god is what god is &lt;br /&gt;gos god is gog gog is gods godds is is is is is is i&lt;br /&gt;looked in the window of the window and the window was&lt;br /&gt;was was window was was i looked looked hard and&lt;br /&gt;and was window where was i am no one was anything to me&lt;br /&gt;there there i was&lt;br /&gt;look at the window of i i am am am am i was is is is is&lt;br /&gt;i could have seen you so hard&lt;br /&gt;could have licked that where the ice&lt;br /&gt;and the time was&lt;br /&gt;was&lt;br /&gt;was&lt;br /&gt;was&lt;br /&gt;was&lt;br /&gt;nothing looked long enough in eyes&lt;br /&gt;in eyes of god of gos of no one looking&lt;br /&gt;eating ashing crud of mother of the shit&lt;br /&gt;cried in a bar this night at someone saying go off&lt;br /&gt;for wanting to die when&lt;br /&gt;when when was was was was was wwas was was&lt;br /&gt;i don't have the wherewithall to be the person i know i am&lt;br /&gt;i have the no door in the ass&lt;br /&gt;i can't even say hi to the one room&lt;br /&gt;saying&lt;br /&gt;saying&lt;br /&gt;saying hello saying hi or no&lt;br /&gt;the smell of my clothes the touch of half legs halving&lt;br /&gt;having nowhere to know for dinner&lt;br /&gt;wads of say&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-6018929140884732396?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/6018929140884732396/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=6018929140884732396' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/6018929140884732396'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/6018929140884732396'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2010/03/shitdick-central.html' title='shitdick central'/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-6670939146342168959</id><published>2010-03-03T12:51:00.003-05:00</published><updated>2010-03-03T12:59:55.358-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='scorch atlas'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='stuff'/><title type='text'>bopdump</title><content type='html'>The Believer has shortlisted &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Scorch Atlas&lt;/span&gt; for their &lt;a href="http://www.believermag.com/issues/201003/?read=believer_book_award" target="_"&gt;Believer Book Award&lt;/a&gt;, up with 4 superfreaks, wow, feels really nice. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The new issue is the film issue and is repping a new &lt;a href="http://heatherchristle.blogspot.com/" target="_"&gt;Heather Christle&lt;/a&gt; poem as well! Boom Heather! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Susan Tomaselli interview me at &lt;a href="http://www.3ammagazine.com/3am/blake-butler-a-belated-primer/" target="_"&gt;3 AM&lt;/a&gt;, about &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Scorch Atlas&lt;/span&gt;, what destruction is, Beckett, my insomnia book, &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;The Black Gazebo&lt;/span&gt;, editing, and other. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Foot is kind of fucked, not sure how but have been limping for two weeks. Switched to stationary bike in the meantime, which is actually giving good results in change of moves. Also able to read fatter books in the process there, about halfway now through Joshua Cohen's &lt;a href="http://www.dalkeyarchive.com/book/?GCOI=15647100283710" target="_"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Witz&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;, which is just something I've been waiting for for a long time, and delivers even more than I expected. Review forthcoming. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The 2nd issue of &lt;a href="http://thegiganticmag.com/" target="_"&gt;Gigantic&lt;/a&gt; is out, and I have a list in it, along with a slew of amazing others. The design on this issue is just insanely nice and new. $7 is unbeatable. They are doing it right.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Problemz this week.&lt;br /&gt;Ok.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Come watch Dorothea Lasky read live tonight at &lt;a href="http://htmlgiant.com/" target="_"&gt;HTMLGIANT&lt;/A&gt;, 9 PM Eastern. Her new forthcoming book &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.wavepoetry.com/catalog/80" target="_"&gt;Black Life&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; is just gorgeous, and power.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-6670939146342168959?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/6670939146342168959/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=6670939146342168959' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/6670939146342168959'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/6670939146342168959'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2010/03/bopdump.html' title='bopdump'/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-7548210044354611664</id><published>2010-02-28T12:50:00.006-05:00</published><updated>2010-02-28T14:00:35.037-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='scorch atlas'/><title type='text'>Western schools</title><content type='html'>12/17/09 &lt;a href="i’ll make a video of myself setting a copy of scorch atlas on fire amid the snowy landscape of northern illinois after i finish reading it if you send me a copy to read" target="_"&gt;Mike Kitchell&lt;/a&gt; typed: "i’ll make a video of myself setting a copy of scorch atlas on fire amid the snowy landscape of northern illinois after i finish reading it if you send me a copy to read"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;12/18/09 I put book in mail&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3/28/10&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;object width="425" height="344"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/PaSwK2TUXS0&amp;hl=en_US&amp;fs=1&amp;"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/PaSwK2TUXS0&amp;hl=en_US&amp;fs=1&amp;" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;/object&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3/28/10 Anyone else interested in reading/burning/filming please inquire&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-7548210044354611664?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/7548210044354611664/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=7548210044354611664' title='15 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/7548210044354611664'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/7548210044354611664'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2010/02/western-schools.html' title='Western schools'/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>15</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-859557576353866690</id><published>2010-02-23T18:05:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2010-02-23T18:15:45.134-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='jody'/><title type='text'>Jobs by Steve Jobs</title><content type='html'>900% of persons appearing are to be appeareing ierjeirj aij jijijijijijijijiijijij&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;800% of persons sodijoidjroaijsdkfjaskdjfakjsdfkjal sjdkfjalskdjlf ajslkdjfa&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;700% of any persons who have done the talk &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;600% fhisdfioasjdofijaosidjflakjsdlfkjasldkjf;askjdf;lkjas;ldkjf;alksjd;fkja;lskjdf;lkjas;kd f;ajsdl;kf jal;skjdfl;akjs ;dlkfj;alk sjl;kfja;dskjf;l kajsdlkfja;lksjdf;ljasd&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;500% give back any inch you had planned to give back to give back to&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;90ei990ir9iapoipofkpajsdfkijasjdfl;ajsl;krjl;kj% is peraaeirjlkajsdlfk alksjdfl kajsldkfjlaksjdf;lkjal; 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on our flight to san francisco.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i probably won't be going anywhere for a while.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;while i was out Molly Templeton wrote a review of &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Scorch Atlas&lt;/span&gt; for the &lt;a href="http://www.eugeneweekly.com/2010/02/11/books.html" target="_"&gt;Eugene Weekly&lt;/a&gt; that is very excellent and kind indeed: "I think I fear it — its relentless and overwhelming vision, and the power Butler has to drill a hole in my chest with language. But Butler’s strange masterpiece doesn’t ask for your love. It demands your attention."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nicolle Elizabeth wrote a review for &lt;a href="http://www.brooklynrail.org/2010/02/books/tokens-feb-10" target="_"&gt;The Brooklyn Rail&lt;/a&gt; that is also very kind: "Performing as an ashen, crumbling work in our hands, the work urges us to push forward before it—and we—turn to dust."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;having returned home i am on a new regimen. no drinking, except special occasions, which was pretty much true anyway. running 7 miles at least 4 days a week and 3.5 miles the other three days. reading a lot. putting final edits on this novel, very close i think. more sleep book work and beginning a collaborative project that is very exciting and that will stay quiet for now, except to say it is with two people i admire massively.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;something something fuck it&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-6883866326732910441?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/6883866326732910441/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=6883866326732910441' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/6883866326732910441'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/6883866326732910441'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2010/02/blog-post.html' title='-----*&amp;&amp;*'/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-6148307858242688465</id><published>2010-02-01T18:35:00.006-05:00</published><updated>2010-02-07T13:24:03.503-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='shit'/><title type='text'>pear-0ae9ra04</title><content type='html'>A chapter from my completed-last-year novel-in-waiting, &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Decade&lt;/span&gt;, appears in the new issue of &lt;a href="http://www.redividerjournal.org/fall2009/" target="_"&gt;Redivider&lt;/a&gt;. It's the first long section of the book to be published, maybe the only. There's some weird typographic layout shit going on in it, which looks nice in the Redivider style. There are at least 5 voices going on at various times. It is called, "Our Anniversary, Repeated." Thanks to Brooks Sterritt and Matt Salesses for the time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Michael Kimball, Dan Chaon, and many other excellents also appear. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A week from today Jamie Iredell and I are going to the west coast for a brief-ish trip, doing some readings. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Here are dates:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;February  8 - SAN FRANCISCO - Dogeared Books 630PM w/ Meg Pokrass&lt;br /&gt;February  9 - SAN FRANCISCO - tba&lt;br /&gt;February 10 - RENO - some college I forgot to ask Jamie&lt;br /&gt;February 11 - RENO - something else I forgot to ask Jamie&lt;br /&gt;February 12 - EUGENE - Live Lit West 4.  6:00-6:45 at Tsunami Books on Willamette St.&lt;br /&gt;February 13 - SEATTLE - Neptune Coffee 7PM&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hey, shitty job putting dates up Blake. I know.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hey, shitty we aren't going to L.A. or Spokane or Portland, dude. I know.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We will stop in Portland for a lil though for sure, and hang out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If you are around these places come out, or email me or something? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We are probably going to be thrown into a squat of pioaer.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;um, editing editing editing &lt;br /&gt;hide hide hide&lt;br /&gt;life&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-6148307858242688465?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/6148307858242688465/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>14</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-6130972289472782669</id><published>2010-01-28T02:19:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2010-01-28T02:24:24.742-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='hammers'/><title type='text'>&amp;&amp;@@@(((@@@(((((((((((</title><content type='html'>crod in the box&lt;br /&gt;box dad&lt;br /&gt;dad was a weeblo before me in the same cult&lt;br /&gt;cutting little ones for strip bars&lt;br /&gt;eating dice&lt;br /&gt;i am hungrier when u r&lt;br /&gt;when u u would have &lt;br /&gt;hey&lt;br /&gt;hey i am seven dollars short of a biggurl pony to take away&lt;br /&gt;america is the best&lt;br /&gt;of the best of the weeblos when we eat those cakes shaped like trees&lt;br /&gt;that aren't trees but have lights on them also&lt;br /&gt;shit&lt;br /&gt;you shouldn't say crod in the box when you are a box dad&lt;br /&gt;and will never have a son&lt;br /&gt;except to go to clubs with&lt;br /&gt;throwing animals out of the way to get to the big door&lt;br /&gt;the bigger door than that&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-6130972289472782669?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/6130972289472782669/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=6130972289472782669' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/6130972289472782669'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' 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called &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;The Black Gazebo&lt;/span&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;in the editing and fine tuning it is gathering some kind of exponential gathering i had only guessed in knowing as make, it is funny to stare and sudden click after many peerings&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;read this past weekend in Ann Arbor for the kickoff of Great Lakes Great Times reading series with Brian Evenson and Joanna Howard. was very calm and nice and good, good crowd, felt exciting&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the first night i had nachos. the second night Brian ordered nachos and i felt glad&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i am reading Wayne Koestenbaum's biography of Andy Warhol, called &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Andy Warhol&lt;/span&gt;, which is really interesting. i didn't know Warhol had made an early adaptation of &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;A Clockwork Orange&lt;/span&gt; where his worker Gerard plays Alex and is subjected to drugs, actual drugs, during the treatment, a torture scene of sorts. i don't know where if anywhere you can find this&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh, it's called Vinyl. it's on youtube. there. not that cool. don't watch it. just think of what you think it could have been.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;last night I watched the movie &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Sugar&lt;/span&gt;, it's probably the closest thing I've seen to a film version of &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Ever&lt;/span&gt;, at least in parts, though there is murder in it. it's a woman locked in her apartment. it's worth seeing, some amazing tactile scenes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;very nice review of &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Ever&lt;/span&gt; by Angela Stubbs at &lt;a href="http://thecollagist.com/archive/January2010/Stubbs/index.html" target="_"&gt;The Collagist&lt;/a&gt;, thank you Angela and Matt&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;listening to &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Acid in the Style of David Tudor&lt;/span&gt; a lot, especially while editing, it makes me feel itccccccccccccc&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;c&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ccc&lt;br /&gt;c&lt;br /&gt;c&lt;br /&gt;c&lt;br /&gt;c&lt;br /&gt;c&lt;br /&gt;c&lt;br /&gt;c&lt;br /&gt;c&lt;br /&gt;c&lt;br /&gt;c&lt;br /&gt;ccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccc&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;# version too many times to give a dingdong&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;days measured in days&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-9203937882270885941?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>5</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-8604639176145053711</id><published>2010-01-14T17:32:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2010-01-14T17:44:11.012-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Ujdjjjjdjj</title><content type='html'>Dash Snow freaks me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_941a7MYd1Qw/S0-bgj1cmfI/AAAAAAAAAXo/IqMoIOAiyVQ/s1600-h/Dash-Snow-Dan-Colen-8-1-07.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 273px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_941a7MYd1Qw/S0-bgj1cmfI/AAAAAAAAAXo/IqMoIOAiyVQ/s400/Dash-Snow-Dan-Colen-8-1-07.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5426727059682269682" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Crackshit on &lt;a href="http://www.viceland.com/blogs/en/2010/01/13/the-ny-tyrant-guide-to-not-being-a-horrible-writer-in-the-year-2010/" target="_"&gt;Vice&lt;/a&gt; with Gian and Ken&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At 31 today, still feels nice to hear my mother say she doesn't know what she'd do without me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At 31 I feel ahead of where I'd planned to be and that is nice&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am thankful, could always be more thankful&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My father said something else today to me that I know I won't forget, pointing at himself, the room, the backyard&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ever bestselling fiction of &lt;a href="http://spdtoday.blogspot.com/2010/01/spds-best-selling-fiction-2009.html" target="_"&gt;2009 top 25&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sitting in this particular chair makes my head spin&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;New &lt;a href="http://www.sleepingfish.net/" target="_"&gt;Sleepingfish&lt;/a&gt; has massive amounts of great, a piece of what is i think a companion to Ever, a draft here somewhere&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;thankful for Derek and people like him who continually give and make&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the new John D'Agata book &lt;a href="http://htmlgiant.com/book-reviews/about-john-dagatas-about-a-mountain/" target="_"&gt;is beautiful and new&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://blogs.creativeloafing.com/culturesurfing/2010/01/11/atlantas-most-anticipated-books-of-2010/" target="_"&gt;Creative Loafing listed&lt;/a&gt; my HP novel as among most anticipated of 2010, the working title they have there is not the final title&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Depeche Mode&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;margaritas&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sorry&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-8604639176145053711?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/8604639176145053711/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=8604639176145053711' title='9 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/8604639176145053711'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' 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term='publication'/><title type='text'>MURRRRMLANNAMURRRRRRRRRRMAMAAAA</title><content type='html'>"Sourcebook" (from Tyrant 7) is published now at &lt;a href="http://www.viceland.com/blogs/en/2010/01/06/ny-tyrant-blake-butler/" target="_"&gt;Vice&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it is long, but maybe the story length thing i am most happy with of mine&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it has an illustration by Atticus Lish, thanks to the Tyrant&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it has more eating in it also&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;eating&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i don't know what else&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-1731231371358084849?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/1731231371358084849/comments/default' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-807268679152217903</id><published>2010-01-04T14:48:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2010-01-04T14:55:34.585-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='stuff'/><title type='text'>"          "</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;TABLE 1&lt;br /&gt;Most Commonly Used Torture Methods Applied to Victims&lt;br /&gt;Seen at the Danish Centre for Rehabilitation of Torture Victims&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Physical Torture&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Beating, kicking, punching (with fists, rifle butts or truncheons)&lt;br /&gt;Electricity (via cattle prods, pointed electrodes or metal bed frame to&lt;br /&gt;which victim is strapped).&lt;br /&gt;Burning with cigarettes, hot oil or acid&lt;br /&gt;Submersion of the head in water until partial asphyxiation occurs (also called "submarino" or banera".)&lt;br /&gt;Forced positions&lt;br /&gt;Prolonged standing&lt;br /&gt;Rape and other sexual assaults with foreign objects&lt;br /&gt;Cold exposure&lt;br /&gt;Dental torture&lt;br /&gt;Repeated blows to the ears rupturing the tympanic membranes (also called "telefono").&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Psychological Torture&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Witnessing torture of others&lt;br /&gt;Sham executions&lt;br /&gt;Sleep deprivation&lt;br /&gt;Continuous exposure to bright light or noise&lt;br /&gt;Solitary confinement&lt;br /&gt;Total sensory deprivation&lt;br /&gt;Threats&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;------&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kevin Sampsell incluced EVER on his &lt;a href="http://www.huffingtonpost.com/kevin-sampsell/9-best-books-from-small-p_b_408602.html" target="_"&gt;9 Best from Small Publishers of 2009&lt;/a&gt;. Thanks Kevin.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Flavorwire goed that i'm a &lt;a href="http://flavorwire.com/59337/assigned-reading-the-ultimate-hipster-reading-list" target="_"&gt;hipster&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i have a profile in the new issue of &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.colette.fr/#/eshop/article/519559/dazed-confused-magazine/41/" target="_"&gt;Dazed and Confused&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;, courtney loves shows her tits in it too or whatnot&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i hate ringing phones&lt;br /&gt;i see email and see it&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;trying&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-807268679152217903?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/807268679152217903/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=807268679152217903' title='9 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/807268679152217903'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/807268679152217903'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2010/01/blog-post.html' title='&quot;          &quot;'/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>9</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-1601836190223459999</id><published>2009-12-28T22:54:00.004-05:00</published><updated>2009-12-28T23:05:43.086-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='mark gluth'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='reading list'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='lamination colony'/><title type='text'>"It's inadvertent. It triggers something."</title><content type='html'>I just read &lt;a href="http://www.akashicbooks.com/latework.htm" target="_"&gt;&lt;i&gt;The Late Work of Margaret Kroftis&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/a&gt; by Mark Gluth, a novella, it felt aurally pleasant in a way of great refreshment, with mirror time worming and layers of photography and weaving of levels of consciousness and continuity, all in very brief, clean sentences; a beautiful package with one of the most memorable endings I've read in a while. Feels of classical short French writing but in modern American scenery, which I can't remember having happened in other books. A lot of people I will know will really like this. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm selling myself into reading from here on out, reading like happens in a bath, except I won't always be in the bath. I've read quite a lot in the days since Xmas. The sleep book is eating much of my air.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My dad's brain is going quickly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I published an ebook on Lamination Colony: &lt;a href="http://www.laminationcolony.com/" target="_"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Georgic, With Eclogues for Interrogators&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; by Mark Cunningham. It is different than most things that have been on the site. I have a huge triple-sized issue that is going up hopefully soon and then another ebook. Then I am not sure what I will do with the site.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I just remember this &lt;a href="http://wigleaf.com/200805somnambulist.htm" target="_"&gt;bit&lt;/a&gt; I published last year or something on Wigleaf is one of the only published parts of the novel that will come out from HP next year.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For the new year we are going to the mountains to hide and eat food.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-1601836190223459999?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/1601836190223459999/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=1601836190223459999' title='5 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/1601836190223459999'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/1601836190223459999'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2009/12/its-inadvertent-it-triggers-something.html' title='&quot;It&apos;s inadvertent. It triggers something.&quot;'/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>5</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-6681921518197126923</id><published>2009-12-22T17:30:00.006-05:00</published><updated>2009-12-22T18:12:57.287-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='scorch atlas'/><title type='text'>Year</title><content type='html'>3:AM Magazine named &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.featherproof.com" target="_"&gt;Scorch Atlas&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; their &lt;a href="http://www.3ammagazine.com/3am/3am-awards-2009/" target="_"&gt;2009 Novel of the Year&lt;/a&gt;, very thankful and honored.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dennis Cooper included on his list of &lt;a href="http://denniscooper-theweaklings.blogspot.com/2009/12/mine-for-yours-my-favorite-fiction.html" target="_"&gt;Favorites of 2009&lt;/a&gt;, as well as Kristina Born's and several other friends, beyond kind as always.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Robert Lopez shouted at it on &lt;a href="http://www.themillions.com/2009/12/a-year-in-reading-robert-lopez.html" target="_"&gt;The Millions&lt;/a&gt;, thankful to Rob.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thankful as well to all those who've listed it and Ever on their year end lists, very kind and thankful all around. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I read 106.2 books this year, here is &lt;a href="http://htmlgiant.com/behind-the-scenes/106-2-books-in-2009/" target="_"&gt;what they were&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Life is kind of crunchy mix of weird and nice right now, my time has been mostly spent in mind throughout this season, and the season before. It was a nice year. It went fast and mostly in rooms. Next year is the same day.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Seeing an end at least now to insomnia book, MS word stops showing the word count at 100,000, which is good, because words&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oinkfudglet&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;parrotcud&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;s&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-6681921518197126923?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/6681921518197126923/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=6681921518197126923' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/6681921518197126923'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/6681921518197126923'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2009/12/year.html' title='Year'/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-6415012837443999526</id><published>2009-12-20T23:33:00.003-05:00</published><updated>2009-12-20T23:55:43.965-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='brian evenson'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='fugue state'/><title type='text'>Story by Story: Brian Evenson's 'Fugue State' (18) 'Traub in the City'</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_941a7MYd1Qw/Sy7_rKmQvMI/AAAAAAAAAXg/WNytwGGYI04/s1600-h/book-bound-human-skin.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 360px; height: 396px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_941a7MYd1Qw/Sy7_rKmQvMI/AAAAAAAAAXg/WNytwGGYI04/s400/book-bound-human-skin.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5417548518817578178" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's been several months since my last speech re: &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.coffeehousepress.org/fuguestate.asp" target="_"&gt;Fugue State&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;. I've been in a blank mode of my own, circling, recircling, in small rooms, reading texts within texts, thinking about sleep. In this time I've read this next text in the order, next to last, also the shortest, 'Traub in the City,' at least a dozen times. This weekend, I reread &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;The Open Curtain&lt;/span&gt;, followed by &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;The Wavering Knife&lt;/span&gt;, and then returned again to pick up at the second to last and smallest text inside this book, and found there in the shortest scrim the longest shouting. The book enveloping itself. This is not surprising in Evenson at all, considering his propensity for disclosing volumes within volumes (today 'Moran's Mexico' from &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;The Wavering Knife&lt;/span&gt; about made me dizzy, with its room of teeth and tunnels in), and that even in seeing the small spacing of the two pages I knew something laid there ready to eat again in its eating, having learned what I've learned since last touching its face. These ideas could be called hyperbole in their intent, but this year for certain I've begun to feel that the certain thing I've tended toward in these last years can be felt only in such terms, or in the description around the center of the center, as I've gone on about here: that certain things have hyperbolic faces because the body on which they sit is made of something else. I won't continue in the circling of the circling of that meat body, but to say that herein, in the several months since returning to this two page spread, having read Deleuze's &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Difference and Repetition&lt;/span&gt;, and his &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Cinema 1&lt;/span&gt;, and with them begun searching for doors beside my doors, literally, this text, in two pages, owns a context for perhaps a whole body of work, an understanding, the groundwork on which Evenson's fictions sit gathering their power not even out of simple sound, as I've rattled on about in past months, but also in the borrowing of an other dark, of "several faces, coming one after another, quicker and quicker," all while underneath a very fine and sublime curtain, such as the curtains described in 'House Rules' from &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;The Wavering Knife&lt;/span&gt; that, when lifted, show that the windows outside the house have been boarded down, allowing in only little stream of light where cracks make the space between the boards, hardly enough to illuminate any part of the whole house. As Traub here sees the bodies of a public metro all part of one vast and unnameable body, continually shifting and amorphous, he continues to try to draw the spaces, knowing he can not, knowing even in that vast amorphous massively spread face the air that makes the room around him does not touch any other object there inside it, does not touch him correctly, like all these texts in their becoming in this book here, in all the books, only a slightly further stretch to define that nowhere space, himself an oddly renamed image of a body already depicted in this very book, the mirror elongation of the slightly earlier '&lt;a href="http://www.writers-bloc.net/2009/07/13/story-by-story-brian-evensons-fugue-state-bauer-in-the-tyrol" target="_"&gt;Bauer in the Tyrol&lt;/a&gt;,' and yet he can not disturb that will to draw that space, confining and confined, elongated over several books within books, each ejecting and drawing into their black centers some massive fabric that will not be delineated or erased, will not lose its way in magic among these sentences and the rendition in their flood of something that is just above us and something in the stomach of this stomach in and of this house, a skin.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-6415012837443999526?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/6415012837443999526/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=6415012837443999526' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/6415012837443999526'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' 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width='72'/><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-5386564422912704849</id><published>2009-12-20T13:47:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2009-12-20T13:48:20.753-05:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>if anyone has had experience with the out of body or lucid dreaming as related to maps or homes or tunnels or film please email me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;mmusic&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-5386564422912704849?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-14450776196273465</id><published>2009-12-16T15:20:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2009-12-16T15:20:32.485-05:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;object width="425" height="344"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/V-LuTQ-HQ2o&amp;hl=en_US&amp;fs=1&amp;"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/V-LuTQ-HQ2o&amp;hl=en_US&amp;fs=1&amp;" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="425" height="344"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;/object&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' 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BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-2196140927399043228</id><published>2009-12-11T00:27:00.005-05:00</published><updated>2009-12-11T00:53:51.363-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='kristina born'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='scorch atlas'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='new york tyrant'/><title type='text'>"I'm laughing!"</title><content type='html'>Tim Horvath writes an extremely generous and wonderful review of &lt;a href="http://www.featherproof.com/" target="_"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Scorch Atlas&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; for &lt;a href="http://www.identitytheory.com/lit/horvath_scorch_atlas.php" target="_"&gt;Identity Theory&lt;/a&gt;, I mean the whole damn thing is worth excerpting, and wow: "Scorch Atlas is quite possibly the most visceral book I’ve ever read, and in its uncompromising slog through muck and murk, boot-heeled in language, the book carves out a style which, once experienced, feels necessary. As flickering lights can induce seizures, Butler’s prose seems prone toward causing synesthesia; touch permeates and choke-holds all the senses, rendering images tactile, reinventing sounds, smells and tastes, even air itself, as palpable spatio-temporal entities."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Many thanks to Tim and the IT crew.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also today, the always kind and bounteous J.A. Tyler &lt;a href="http://www.rumble.sy2.com/stories/television_tyler.html" target="_"&gt;reviews&lt;/a&gt; Kristina Born's &lt;a href="http://www.yearoftheliquidator.com" target="_"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;One Hour of Television&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; and &lt;a href="http://www.rumble.sy2.com/stories/liquidator_tyler.html" target="_"&gt;interviews&lt;/a&gt; me, Shane, and Kristina for Rumble. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The review contains excerpts from the book that if you haven't bought it yet, I feel like it could make you want to.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://htmlgiant.com/?p=20355" target="_"&gt;I made a list of 25 important books of the 00s&lt;/a&gt; for HTMLGiant&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Going to Boston Saturday to lecture at Emerson on sentences, including sentences by a slew of people, D. Williams, Hannah, Goransson, Kilpatrick, Glaser, about 12 others, if you are in Boston maybe you can come or something, here's a flyer:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_941a7MYd1Qw/SyHdU6TqAII/AAAAAAAAAXY/-Y6aNKg6A-U/s1600-h/13659_1061692359786_1750268828_122205_5068138_n.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 309px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_941a7MYd1Qw/SyHdU6TqAII/AAAAAAAAAXY/-Y6aNKg6A-U/s400/13659_1061692359786_1750268828_122205_5068138_n.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5413851578394869890" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fuck, &lt;a href="http://www.nytyrant.com" target="_"&gt;Tyrant 7&lt;/a&gt; is an ill ill motherfucker. I don't think I wrote my story that is in it, my mother's computer did. It's my best story. Still reading slow, haven't read anything that hasn't spinecrushed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I ate too much meat today, I'm a gooby&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-2196140927399043228?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/2196140927399043228/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=2196140927399043228' title='12 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/2196140927399043228'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/2196140927399043228'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2009/12/im-laughing.html' title='&quot;I&apos;m laughing!&quot;'/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_941a7MYd1Qw/SyHdU6TqAII/AAAAAAAAAXY/-Y6aNKg6A-U/s72-c/13659_1061692359786_1750268828_122205_5068138_n.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>12</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-7145405904068403011</id><published>2009-12-09T14:37:00.001-05:00</published><updated>2009-12-09T14:37:11.150-05:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>“Ethics requires a subject bearing everything, subjected to everything, obedient with an obedience that precedes all understanding and all listening to the command. Therein lies a reversal of heteronomy into autonomy, and this is the way in which the Infinite comes to pass.” - Emmanuel Levinas&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-7145405904068403011?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/7145405904068403011/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=7145405904068403011' title='6 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/7145405904068403011'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/7145405904068403011'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2009/12/ethics-requires-subject-bearing.html' title=''/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>6</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-3171233904269991819</id><published>2009-12-07T00:15:00.007-05:00</published><updated>2009-12-07T12:46:21.075-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='opium'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='new york tyrant'/><title type='text'>ooooo ooo uj hh ooo ooo o</title><content type='html'>oh got a joint in the new &lt;a href="http://www.nytyrant.com/store.html" target="_"&gt;New York Tyrant&lt;/a&gt; #7 i think it is the longest story I have published besides "Seabed"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it is called "Sourcebook," and is about a mother destroying her child inside their house and the sounds the child makes and what a family is is is&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;other in Tyrant: Alex Balk, Aaron Burch, Blake Butler, Erich Hintze, Danni Iosello, Brian Kubarycz, Christopher Kennedy, Joseph Cardinale, Jason Schwartz, Greg Mulcahy, Luca Dipierro, Rachel B. Glaser, Atticus Lish, Ken Baumann, G. David Schwartz, Peter Gajdics, Peter Markus, Shane Jones, Conor Madigan, Scott Indrisek, Harry Cheadle, Joshua Furst, Michael Kimball, Giovanni Pico della Mirandola.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hey hey hey&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hey hey&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hey a goony goo goo &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hey&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;um oh i also have what they are referring to as 'fan fiction' in a fan fiction section in &lt;a href="http://opiummagazine.com/opium9/" target="_"&gt;Opium 9&lt;/a&gt;, it is about Cliff Burton, it goes along with a piece by Matthew Simmons about Geezer Butler, there is some other magic in that boink&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Iredell in there, Evenson, some somes and whatnot, Gabbert, Greenman, Boudinot, Rooney, Raffel, Baumbach, Young&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;tired o typing into machine&lt;br /&gt;that is not the machine&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;if'n u want to&lt;br /&gt;if'n u wanted &lt;br /&gt;to to&lt;br /&gt;if'n if'n&lt;br /&gt;$$$&lt;br /&gt;kit&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;um let's see i had a question but now the poker is on the tv&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;your seriousness is very not serious today&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-3171233904269991819?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/3171233904269991819/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=3171233904269991819' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/3171233904269991819'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' 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/&gt;killondemandwasthebestbandthateverplayedinthatonebackyardwhereallourbandsplayed&lt;br /&gt;jeffcouldfuckinggrowl&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;onmydeskisstillthe3000pagepharmocologicalbookacortazarbookasartrebooktwoinsomniamanuals&lt;br /&gt;tonofpapershittissuesandnotestoselfandmarkersarolloftape&lt;br /&gt;todayisthefirstdayivewatchedpokerontvinalongtime&lt;br /&gt;ihaddinnercookedformeithinkalmosteverynightlastweekathouses&lt;br /&gt;foods&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;killkillkillkillkillthepoortonightighighighighihgihighghihihgihgihihihighighihgihg&lt;br /&gt;gutshit&lt;br /&gt;pence&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-155214207296390826?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/155214207296390826/comments/default' 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I've been shipping them in batches, so if it's not there yet, it will be shortly. They turned out as good as I had hoped:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_bVzGIccL9CY/SwS27Yt9noI/AAAAAAAAAAk/TErGBA6DLvY/s320/OHT+002.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_bVzGIccL9CY/SwS2Oi2j9PI/AAAAAAAAAAc/SGvIh-A9jMA/s320/OHT+001.jpg" target="_"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You can still do an order for the preorder price for the next few days until I update it and add a dollar. So maybe consider it? &lt;a href="http://www.yearoftheliquidator.com" target="_"&gt;Year of the Liquidator&lt;/a&gt;. I think it's a fine deal. The book makes me excited to think.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also new is the inaugural issue of an online journal I've been stoked for since I heard about it, Gene Kwak's &lt;a href="http://www.wearechampionmag.com/" target="_"&gt;We Are Champion&lt;/a&gt;. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's gots Higgs, Glaser, Svalina, Lutz, DiTrapano, Gould, Robinson, Papas, Annarummo, Harris, and I have two links bits that came from my attempt at appropriating Bernhard's &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;The Voice Imitator&lt;/span&gt;. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Among those, really stoked that people will be able to read Rachel Glaser's Pee on Water online, as it is still one of my favorite stories ever.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And the DiTrapano comes from the first story in the first issue of No Colony, for which we are working hard on issue 3. It's gonna rip.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Another new online journal is &lt;a href="http://truthsauce.org/" target="_"&gt;Truth Sauce&lt;/a&gt;, who published this short thing I found I'd written on my hard drive and hidden in a series of nested folders, unless someone else wrote it and hid it there. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I like this proliferation of the online new.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Insomnia book is at 69269 words as of this minute. Today writing about dementia, Satanism, and Diane Arbus.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have a 3,000 page book on my desk that I am reading a little.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The new Beach House album &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Teen Dream&lt;/span&gt; is the best album I've heard come out in a long while.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-365776435821960356?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/365776435821960356/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=365776435821960356' title='16 Comments'/><link rel='edit' 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width='72'/><thr:total>16</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-2918633151980540102</id><published>2009-11-25T20:27:00.011-05:00</published><updated>2009-11-25T20:45:01.751-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='blabber'/><title type='text'>abcdefghijkl</title><content type='html'>a took my dad took wendy's today cuz he wanted to and he ordered 3 asian chicken salads into the machine, tried to get me to get 4 instead, we took em home and ate em then came down the hall and gave me a box of blackjack cigars, he'd been hiding 3 boxes from i don't know who in his workshop, it seemed important when he gave me the cigars&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;b took a bath reading the city and the city with a lot of lights on in the tiled area, i like this book, i'd like this book to have been edited also by a machine and perhaps translated into a different alphabet some, one of the books inside the book talks about having a different language with 34 characters&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;c earlier today i told my mom i was thinking of jumping out of a window and she said make sure the window's not closed, she meant it in a good way&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;d eating snow cream ice cream it's like that ice cream we'd make as kids scraping fresh snow off the diving board and mixing it with sugar and vanilla though the last few times i tried to do that again it tasted like shit&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;e insomnia book today is at 57977 words, it is less insomnia and more ____, it is doing some things. i think this manuscript is going to turn out quite something long, seems like i am just getting started, seems like&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;f sleeping troubles still shitting on america inside our household, last night H slept on the sofa by choice cuz of how i kick and bash i guess when i am sleeping, she's said the other night inside my sleep i said i want to shit on someone and something else i can't remember&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;g earlier today dad couldn't find the blue cup he likes to drink juice out of and so poured a lot into a blue bowl and sat it on the counter and left it there and kept looking for the glass&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;h i feel like i've gotten a lot older this year like my body is being older i've been finding it harder to run as long as i'd like to, there are people who come into the gym almost all the same times as i do and none of us ever talk to one another except there used to be that woman who came in with a different dude each time and they would stand behind her and watch her ass while she did the step machine and looked at a really loud tv&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i i have been feeling really flatly emotional about a lot of small things like certain kinds of food and in certain minutes where the desk is almost turning to look at me but it doesn't, sometimes there are little bugs crawling up the glass inside this room&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;j made a mix cd for the first time in a long time the other night downloading music off the online, trying to find some new music again that i can be ok with, trying to be nicer, to think longer before i say things, to be more resilient or careful in certain ways but the more i do that the more it seems it comes out the wrong way, seems like being literal is not appreciated or not ok, seems like there is paper made of hair somewhere in this house all underneath me and &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;k i don't know, like chris farley said inside that other person, 'who gives a rat's behind,' earlier today and just before we went to wendy's my father told me something about a machine that had broken his 73 year old heart&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;l reading james merrill&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-2918633151980540102?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link 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src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_941a7MYd1Qw/SwBvPUetNjI/AAAAAAAAAXM/OqyWdVIJRrk/s400/butlerflyer.png" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5404441861830817330" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Shit, libraries are cool, it's like candy store when it hits you, in the library right now at Emory, gotsded:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nicholson Baker, &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;The Anthologist&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Joseph Cornell's Dreams&lt;/span&gt; edited by Cathering Corman&lt;br /&gt;Deleuze, &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Difference and Repetition&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;James Merrill, &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;The Changing Light at Sandover&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;libraries are the old new Napster&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it's like America in a can&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;refound on blog where I kept track of the writing of the novel that will come out next year&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2008_04_01_archive.html" target="_"&gt;here&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;day 1 is at the bottom up to day 10 in the end&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;necklaces and dogs&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;america is a planted&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-3019491947589336829?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/3019491947589336829/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=3019491947589336829' title='8 Comments'/><link rel='edit' 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width='72'/><thr:total>8</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-2263668604332617393</id><published>2009-11-13T17:10:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2009-11-13T17:13:16.674-05:00</updated><title type='text'>America</title><content type='html'>&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_941a7MYd1Qw/Sv3Z7idcZ-I/AAAAAAAAAXE/35iMRqO4Gjw/s1600-h/screen-capture.png"&gt;&lt;img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_941a7MYd1Qw/Sv3Z7idcZ-I/AAAAAAAAAXE/35iMRqO4Gjw/s400/screen-capture.png" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5403714744800274402" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-2263668604332617393?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' 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src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_941a7MYd1Qw/Sv3Z7idcZ-I/AAAAAAAAAXE/35iMRqO4Gjw/s72-c/screen-capture.png' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-7054645710184049751</id><published>2009-11-08T21:58:00.009-05:00</published><updated>2009-11-08T22:52:04.401-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='william vollmann'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='hilary harris'/><title type='text'>Organism (1975)</title><content type='html'>Killer &lt;a href="http://www.ubu.com/film/harris_organism.html" target="_"&gt;short film @ Ubu&lt;/a&gt; by Hilary Harris, made 7 years before the much more popular &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Koyaanisqatsi&lt;/span&gt;:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;embed src='http://ubu.artmob.ca/video/flash/player-viral.swf' height='240' width='400' allowscriptaccess='always' allowfullscreen='true' flashvars='file=http%3A%2F%2Fubu.artmob.ca%2Fvideo%2Fflash%2FHarris-Hilary_Organism_1975.flv&amp;plugins=viral-1d'/&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This other things is is weird too&lt;br /&gt;by some group called JODI&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this is kind of what life is:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it is titled: &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;My Desktop OS X 10.4.7&lt;/span&gt; (2007)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;embed src='http://ubu.artmob.ca/video/flash/player-viral.swf' height='240' width='400' allowscriptaccess='always' allowfullscreen='true' flashvars='file=http%3A%2F%2Fubu.artmob.ca%2Fvideo%2Fflash%2FJODI_OSX-Tiger-Desktop-Live_2005.flv&amp;plugins=viral-1d'/&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Reading &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;You Bright and Risen Angels&lt;/span&gt; by Vollmann after years of it on my shelf. Holy what the fuck. Might have a new book in my top five.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-7054645710184049751?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/7054645710184049751/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=7054645710184049751' title='4 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/7054645710184049751'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/7054645710184049751'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2009/11/organism-1975.html' title='Organism (1975)'/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-1999342633048485544</id><published>2009-11-07T13:41:00.006-05:00</published><updated>2009-11-07T13:58:53.754-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='shit'/><title type='text'>The softest location in the house.</title><content type='html'>Radical Chris Higgs interviewed radical Kristina Born @ &lt;a href="http://thefastertimes.com/indiebooks/2009/11/06/dark-headspace-the-faster-times-interview-with-kristina-born/" target="_"&gt;The Faster Times&lt;/a&gt; about her forthcoming book, which I swear to shit better be in my hands from these printers on Monday and shipping out to you. Printers dumb. Anyway, yeah, next week. Last chance to &lt;a href="http://www.yearoftheliquidator.com" target="_"&gt;preorder&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am becoming sponge this month so far, filling in some gaps on films I'd meant to see and hadddnt&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Le Cercle Rouge&lt;br /&gt;The Enigma of Kaspar Hauser&lt;br /&gt;Orpheus&lt;br /&gt;Suspiria&lt;/span&gt;(finally from beginning to end)&lt;br /&gt;something else I ain't remembrin&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dogs are vacuums I realized&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I accidentally started writing a book about the Crips &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Rereading &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;The Age of Wire and String&lt;/span&gt; is making me feel like I like in an excellent palace somewhere by myself without balloons&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thinking too hard on accident about what kind of people become the people who produce the bulk of art makes my hands ache like the only part of my body not in a hot bath.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am tired of gender and not person&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Person&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Op&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want some really good curtains to eat off of&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Please stop whatever you are doing right now and go buy and read Robert Lopez's &lt;a href="http://www.dzancbooks.org/store/lopez-kamby.html" target="_"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Kamby Bolongo Mean River&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;. I'm not kidding. Whatever you are doing.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-1999342633048485544?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/1999342633048485544/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=1999342633048485544' title='7 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/1999342633048485544'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/1999342633048485544'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2009/11/softest-location-in-house.html' title='The softest location in the house.'/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>7</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-5868153028832433799</id><published>2009-11-05T14:46:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2009-11-05T14:50:29.418-05:00</updated><title type='text'>i'm back</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;D. B. Cooper, skyjacker, collected a ransom of US$200,000 then jumped from the rear stairs of the Boeing 727 at a height of 10,000 feet (3,000 m) over the Pacific Northwest region of the United States, somewhere between Seattle and Portland, Oregon. The FBI believes Cooper did not survive the jump, and had acted alone; originally presuming him to be an experienced parachutist, they later concluded that an expert would not have jumped as Cooper did (at night, in a rainstorm, wearing loafers and a trench coat, with no idea of where he was, and apparently failing to notice that his reserve parachute was sewn shut). In 1980, $5800 of the ransom cash was found on a Columbia River sand bar, about 15 miles (24 km) from the estimated drop zone area, but exactly where he landed, his true identity, and his fate all remain unknown.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i want to chew on carolyn's fingers&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;object width="480" height="385"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Qh83z5vIP0w&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/Qh83z5vIP0w&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;/object&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;food is everywhere&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;kitkats&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I threw one away just before I started this. I tried and tried. But it wasn't any use."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i said i'm back&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-5868153028832433799?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/5868153028832433799/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=5868153028832433799' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/5868153028832433799'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/5868153028832433799'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2009/11/im-back.html' title='i&apos;m back'/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-5006118030735348906</id><published>2009-11-02T12:20:00.003-05:00</published><updated>2009-11-02T12:28:17.358-05:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='kristina born'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='harper perennial'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='reading'/><title type='text'>then i'm goin fo they sista</title><content type='html'>'The Gown From Mother's Stomach,' originally published in Ninth Letter, is running this week at HP's &lt;a href="http://www.fiftytwostories.com/?p=774" target="_"&gt;52 Stories&lt;/a&gt;. This seems to be the most common 'favorite' of the texts in &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Scorch Atlas&lt;/span&gt; for some reason. I'm OK with that.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Halloween I saw a Black Sabbath cover band and a Misfits cover band, both did a good job, H and I dressed as pregnant Floridians and spent some like $100 on booze, I am told I did pushups on the dance floor alone, both of my knees feel fucked up. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If you want to dance let's dance.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Approved final proofs for Kristina's &lt;a href="http://www.yearoftheliquidator.com" target="_"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;One Hour of Television&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;, they should be printed up and done by the weekend, then shipping. In the meantime, K has made a video promo, it kind of freaks me out:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;object width="480" height="295"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/8uzmNKlujHI&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/8uzmNKlujHI&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="295"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;/object&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Next 3 people to preorder will receive a special bonus magical insert in their package.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Reading on Friday night in Athens with John Dermot Woods and Sabrina Orah Mark, if you are out there come widdit, 700 PM at &lt;a href="http://www.athenscine.com/" target="_"&gt;CINE&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Um, this week is mine.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-5006118030735348906?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/5006118030735348906/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=5006118030735348906' title='4 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/5006118030735348906'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/5006118030735348906'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2009/11/then-im-goin-fo-they-sista.html' title='then i&apos;m goin fo they sista'/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>4</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-1492852529257218104</id><published>2009-10-29T11:47:00.005-04:00</published><updated>2009-10-29T13:55:16.698-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='kristina born'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='ever'/><title type='text'>00kk</title><content type='html'>@&lt;a href="http://thediagram.com/9_5/rev_butler_jones.html" target="_"&gt;Diagram&lt;/a&gt;, Kim Parko contributes a review of &lt;a href="http://www.calamaripress.com/Ever.htm" target="_"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Ever&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt; b/w Shane Jones's &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Light Boxes&lt;/span&gt;, including mini-interviews with both of us, and lots of wild thought: &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;These books are creation stories, funeral dirges, and the mystifying yawn between.&lt;/span&gt; Thanks Kim!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am reading Michael Ondaatje's &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Divisadero&lt;/span&gt; right now on a whim, and man so far it is gorgeous. Huge. Hope it continues in such way. Seems like it will. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Halloween. Everybody getting boners or throwing up some. I wish I was 12 again. I wonder how my life would be different if that year I was 12 I hadn't stopped my friend and I from walking down the hill in the neighborhood down from my house, where in the light off of the tall lamp a van had parked and as we crossed some grass these two men came walking as if to cut us off, no one else anywhere around. I stopped and said we'd missed a house behind us and my friend said no we hadn't and I said yes we did I'm going back and the men were getting closer and my friend didn't get it and I grabbed his arm and we started up the hill again and the men walked faster and we ran. That night a few other kids were abducted in our area by men inside a van.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That is better than being around more dumps getting drunk.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Longest thread ever at &lt;a href="http://htmlgiant.com/?p=17649" target="_"&gt;HTML Giant&lt;/a&gt; is weird.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am doing a photo shoot tomorrow for a profile in a big UK based magazine, I think I'm supposed to destroy something in the process, if I want to. I think we're going to a ghetto strip mall and an abandoned bunch of tiny buildings. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;New proof of &lt;a href="http://www.yearoftheliquidator.com" target="_"&gt;Kristina's book&lt;/a&gt; looks amazing and beautiful, should have them hopefully by end of next week, which is later than I'd hoped but they will be just right and magic. If you'd like to review the book or interview Kristina please drop me a line. She's funny.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-1492852529257218104?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/1492852529257218104/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=1492852529257218104' title='5 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/1492852529257218104'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/1492852529257218104'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2009/10/00kk.html' title='00kk'/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>5</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-3804968791828339881</id><published>2009-10-26T13:23:00.006-04:00</published><updated>2009-10-26T15:48:36.862-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='brian evenson'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='action books'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='fugue state'/><title type='text'>BEEOUU</title><content type='html'>@&lt;a href="http://htmlgiant.com/?p=16905" target="_"&gt;htmlgiant&lt;/a&gt; 17th review of Brian Evenson's Fugue State for the titular story&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yesterday I caught up on some reading, still way way behind, I read&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Babyfucker&lt;/span&gt; by Urs Allemann (forthcoming from Les Figues, amazing)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Glory Hole&lt;/span&gt; by Dan Hoy / &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;The Hot Tub&lt;/span&gt; by Jon Leon (new from Mal o Mar, really loved the Hoy)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Fences&lt;/span&gt; by Ben Brooks (new from Fugue State Press, felt good and fresh)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;The Fatalist&lt;/span&gt; by Lyn Hejinian (old from Omnidawn, stole a quote from this for my insomnia ms)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* rereading several essays in &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;A Supposedly Fun Thing I'll Never Do Again&lt;/span&gt; by David Foster Wallace (I think I might have an argument with the TV essay now, as well as it is written. the end section of Tornado Alley essay blows my mind every time)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* first half of &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Killing Kanoko&lt;/span&gt; by Hiromi Ito (forthcoming from Action Books, is amazing, she writes a lot about feces and bodies and babies and jacking off, will post more on her when I am done reading)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Really enjoyed all of these.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Here is Ito reading on youtube&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;object width="480" height="385"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/JII40JV7GYM&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/JII40JV7GYM&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;/object&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I don't know, something else&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Something else also&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-3804968791828339881?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/3804968791828339881/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=3804968791828339881' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/3804968791828339881'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/3804968791828339881'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2009/10/beeouu.html' title='BEEOUU'/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-3882538221313883607</id><published>2009-10-20T15:51:00.002-04:00</published><updated>2009-10-20T23:45:30.741-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='scorch atlas'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='novel'/><title type='text'>TIXE</title><content type='html'>@&lt;a href="http://www.keyholemagazine.com/interview/writers-respond/blake-butler" target="_"&gt;Keyhole&lt;/a&gt;, a long interview w/ &lt;a href="http://greencitynews.blogspot.com/"&gt;Molly Gaudry&lt;/a&gt; re: Harper Perennial deal, Year of the Liquidator, Scorch Atlas, etc. Thanks Molly!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The new Flaming Lips sounds like Oneida. I'm not sure yet if this is a good thing, but it seems better for them somehow.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The new Themselves has me excited, downloading now. I think I am irretrievably stuck listening to rap for the rest of my life, except in small spurts of other, as it is the only music that still innovates, while still repeating itself. In this way it is like Gordon Lish. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am going to be lecturing on Three 6 Mafia and Gordon Lish and why Chekhov is bad advice at the New College of Florida next month. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Reread the proof of Kristina's book last night: it is fucking amazing. There is no other book that reads like this book. I can't wait to get it into people's hands. We're aiming at Halloween, but may be a couple days late due to fucking with the printers. The cover is bright red and came in burgundy. Proofs are smart. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If you are in Atlanta, Heather Christle and Chris Deweese are reading at Beep Beep on Thursday at 700. You should come. They are both hilarious and amazing. Heather's book just came out from Octopus. I am going to buy it from her there. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After &amp;now I have decided to spend all of October and November focusing only on perfecting the novel, which is due in December or something. Editing is kind of fun and kind of gritty. Feels like the book is coming even more alive. Feels like there are still mirrors hidden in it that I have to turn around and face the other way in the paper. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Book inside a book.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I kind of want to call the novel &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Ever&lt;/span&gt; also. Can I do that? Can I just keep writing &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Ever&lt;/span&gt; for the rest of my life, over and over again?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This download needs to hurry up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I tricked Apple into replacing the battery on my laptop after 380 cycles, 15 months later. I didn't know their coverage of the battery supposedly stops after 300 cycles. If your battery has changed at all in quality and you have Apple Care and you are nearing 300 cycles you should call and make them replace it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There is a big difference between nice and kind. I like to think I'm kind.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-3882538221313883607?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/3882538221313883607/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=3882538221313883607' title='12 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/3882538221313883607'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/3882538221313883607'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2009/10/tixe.html' title='TIXE'/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>12</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-2197431570571130348</id><published>2009-10-18T14:57:00.004-04:00</published><updated>2009-10-18T15:09:35.750-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='scorch atlas'/><title type='text'>Beehiveded</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://weak-signal.blogspot.com/" target="_"&gt;Jereme Dean&lt;/a&gt; again benevolently bought a bunch more copies of Scorch Atlas to give away. For one, just comment on this thread with anything and I will put you into a drawing for it, done on Tuesday.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I killed all of my links mostly, cuz linking 50 people seems insane, and not linking 200 other people seems insane. I've had complex linking guilt for a long while now and so just decided to erase it. I will link things now from the postbody, as they are better there. What is linking.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;@&lt;a href="http://www.deckfight.com/2009/10/friday-five-5-best-things-blake-butler.html" target="_"&gt;Deckfight&lt;/a&gt;, a list of the 5 best things I've read lately&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;@&lt;a href="http://rauanklassnik.blogspot.com/2009/10/blake-butlers-scorch-atlas.html" target="_"&gt;Holy Land&lt;/a&gt;, Rauan Klassnik talks about his experience so far 45 pages into Scorch Atlas: "like biting into a burning apple. A sizzling cherry. Each taste's a piece of fire that whirrs on the tongue and surrounds the brain in a live-dead sack of cold-burning aura. This book's going on my night stand next to Finnegan's Wake..."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;@&lt;a href="http://htmlgiant.com/?p=16630" target="_"&gt;htmlgiant&lt;/a&gt;, I wrote about my experience of the &amp;now conference&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Should I call my novel &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Beehiveded&lt;/span&gt;. No. I want to just call it &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Exit&lt;/span&gt;. I like the long title but maybe should just make it brutally short. Should it be called &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;O0o0oo000oo&lt;/span&gt;, or another unspeakable chain. I don't know. No. I'm way behind on everything.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The rest of this year will be spent focusing.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-2197431570571130348?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/2197431570571130348/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=2197431570571130348' title='31 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/2197431570571130348'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/2197431570571130348'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2009/10/beehiveded.html' title='Beehiveded'/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>31</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-8918812928946459841</id><published>2009-10-11T16:32:00.003-04:00</published><updated>2009-10-11T16:44:09.677-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='scorch atlas'/><title type='text'>Adifjdofi</title><content type='html'>The benevolent J.A. Tyler &lt;a href="http://tsky-reviews.blogspot.com/2009/10/blake-butlers-scorch-atlas-reviewed-by.html" target="_"&gt;reviewed &lt;a href="http://www.featherproof.com/Mambo/index.php?option=com_content&amp;task=view&amp;id=226&amp;Itemid=41" target="_"&gt;Scorch Atlas&lt;/a&gt; for Tarpaulin Sky&lt;/a&gt;: &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Scorch Atlas is a world of mold, a world of festering wounds, a world of hurt. Scorch Atlas is a carefully and meticulously distraught world of language, a trembled and shaken line of thought, a vibrant dead trance of phrasing, the measure of words put together all and in the right ways. Blake Butler has made something enormous here, in the reams of his Scorch Atlas, and if nothing else, we are simply destroyed by it, mistaking our skin for its cover, our blood for its damage, our eyes for its violent and broken images.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kind thanks to JA.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;K. Born's book is on it's way to the printers, expect preorders to ship by Halloween. &lt;a href="http://www.yearoftheliquidator.com/" target="_"&gt;Boom!&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Leaving tomorrow for Chicago book release party at No Coast at 7 PM, then Quickies on Tuesday night, 730 @ Innertown Pub. Then Wednesday through Saturday evening in Buffalo at &amp;Now, including a panel for the 30 Under 30 Anthology on Thursday at 1130. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Let's get it.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-8918812928946459841?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/8918812928946459841/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=8918812928946459841' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/8918812928946459841'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/8918812928946459841'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2009/10/adifjdofi.html' title='Adifjdofi'/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-8029008771280065203</id><published>2009-10-08T14:06:00.004-04:00</published><updated>2009-10-08T14:21:31.994-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='scorch atlas'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='publication'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='unsaid'/><title type='text'>Ook</title><content type='html'>Unsaid has a new website, with a lot of &lt;a href="http://unsaidmagazine.com/issue_contents.php?issue_id=4" target="_"&gt;issue 4&lt;/a&gt; all available online. People aren't full of shit when they say this might be the greatest issue of literary magazine of all time. I still haven't stopped reading its 500 pages, a bit every other day or so. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have 3 pieces in the issue, one of which was part of EVER. &lt;a href="http://unsaidmagazine.com/display_lit.php?issue=4&amp;file_url=butler_someday.html" target="_"&gt;This piece&lt;/a&gt; is a section from something much larger. The emdashes are fucked up online, but yeah.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A rather long and in-person interview I did with the rad Ben Spivey is up at &lt;a href="http://www.writers-bloc.net/2009/10/07/interview-blake-butler" target="_"&gt;Writers Bloc&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dennis Cooper mentioned Scorch Atlas as a book &lt;a href="http://denniscooper-theweaklings.blogspot.com/2009/10/four-books-i-read-recently-and-loved.html" target="_"&gt;he's recently read and loved&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The new issue of &lt;a href="http://makemag.com/issues/" target="_"&gt;Make&lt;/a&gt; is out and I have a list in it, along with work by Dorothea Lasky, Stephen Elliott, Claudia Smith, Tomaž Šalamun, a lot of other good, it is beautifully designed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_941a7MYd1Qw/Ss4r-qIIGII/AAAAAAAAAWM/GVqcIZavXpQ/s1600-h/8.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 297px; height: 400px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_941a7MYd1Qw/Ss4r-qIIGII/AAAAAAAAAWM/GVqcIZavXpQ/s400/8.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5390294159469320322" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Researching roleplaying games and BBSs and bikini briefs and sleep disorders and plastic money is giving me sleep problems again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And I am actually listening to the new Pearl Jam, it's like an ass tattoo.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;See you at &amp;Now?&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-8029008771280065203?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/8029008771280065203/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=8029008771280065203' title='10 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/8029008771280065203'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/8029008771280065203'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2009/10/ook.html' title='Ook'/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_941a7MYd1Qw/Ss4r-qIIGII/AAAAAAAAAWM/GVqcIZavXpQ/s72-c/8.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>10</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-5093425425705650731</id><published>2009-10-07T11:32:00.006-04:00</published><updated>2009-10-07T11:39:19.970-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='kristina born'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='year of the liquidator'/><title type='text'>Kristina Born's One Hour of Television</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://www.yearoftheliquidator.com" target="_"&gt;Year of the Liquidator&lt;/a&gt;, the press Shane Jones and I started earlier this year, will release its first title, Kristina Born's &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;One Hour of Television&lt;/span&gt;, on Halloween. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Designed to run as a series, the books, as we hopefully put out more, will form a continuum of design and style, like a little freakhouse on your nightstand.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://photo.goodreads.com/books/1254871858l/6950266.jpg"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;People have already said nice things:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To read &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;One Hour of Television&lt;/span&gt; is to flip channels between a 50’s science film on the joys of nuclear prowess and a heist-driven road movie set in a late-imperialist apocalypse. In Born’s hands, all social code is a recipe for deadpan horror. Strained domestic tableaus are intimately wedded to carpet bombings and crowd control, and our best chances at intimacy arrive via gruesome medical emergencies. This book is in revolt against language as an anesthesia machine. It's in revolt against an empire in which any vote you cast necessarily ends up as a vote for genocide. &lt;br /&gt;- Lara Glenum, author of &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;Maximum Gaga&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;One Hour of Television&lt;/span&gt;'s recurring headwounds make an apt symbol for the work as a whole; urgent and insistent, the oozing gauze on an otherwise lovely skull. Would that all flash fiction be this deadly. &lt;br /&gt;- Amelia Gray, author of &lt;span style="font-style:italic;"&gt;AM/PM&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You can read an excerpt and preorder &lt;a href="http://www.yearoftheliquidator.com" target="_"&gt;One Hour of Television&lt;/a&gt; now for $10.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thanks!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-5093425425705650731?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/5093425425705650731/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=5093425425705650731' title='6 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/5093425425705650731'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/5093425425705650731'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2009/10/kristina-borns-one-hour-of-television.html' title='Kristina Born&apos;s One Hour of Television'/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>6</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-8696671386017626539</id><published>2009-10-04T14:10:00.004-04:00</published><updated>2009-10-04T14:18:42.241-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='scorch atlas'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='no colony'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='lamination colony'/><title type='text'>Lamination Colony contest issue</title><content type='html'>New contest special issue of &lt;a href="http://www.laminationcolony.com/" target="_"&gt;Lamination Colony&lt;/a&gt; is now live, with the contest winner Bobby Alter, as well as 9 finalists: Mark Doten, James Chapman, Mel Bosworth, Christian Tebordo, Darby Larson, Sasha Fletcher, Drew Kalbach, Andrew Borgstrom, Ben Segal. Feel really excited by all of the work in this issue, like it demonstrates a coming explosion. I like to stare.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chicago folks, there will be a release party for &lt;a href="http://www.featherproof.com" target="_"&gt;Scorch Atlas&lt;/a&gt; on Monday October 12 @ 7 PM at No Coast, readings, bands, stuff. Trying to rummage up a baby to take a bite of.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also going to the &lt;a href="http://english.buffalo.edu/andnow/" target="_"&gt;&amp;Now Conference&lt;/a&gt; from Wednesday to Saturday, a panel on Thursday at noon for the 30 Under 30 Anthology, with tons of good readers. Come hang out. Free with attendance is a copy of the &amp;Now Anthology of Innovative Writing, what they are calling the anti-Pushcart, which I have a piece in, and Giancarlo Ditrapano's piece from the first No Colony also is in. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Speaking of &lt;a href="http://www.nocolony.com" target="_"&gt;No Colony&lt;/a&gt;, we have just reopened for submissions, looking only for long works, from at least 8000 words up to whatever. The issue will probably 3 or 4 very long pieces only. Don't send short, we'll have to delete it. We don't wanna do that.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/1256348635404703468-8696671386017626539?l=www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/feeds/8696671386017626539/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=1256348635404703468&amp;postID=8696671386017626539' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/8696671386017626539'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/1256348635404703468/posts/default/8696671386017626539'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://www.gillesdeleuzecommittedsuicideandsowilldrphil.com/2009/10/lamination-colony-contest-issue.html' title='Lamination Colony contest issue'/><author><name>BLAKE BUTLER</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01087017442473579674</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1256348635404703468.post-5768633428926912102</id><published>2009-10-01T14:59:00.007-04:00</published><updated>2009-10-01T15:27:26.533-04:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='scrotal cash'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='sleep'/><title type='text'>Sleepfuck + Scrotal Cash hard</title><content type='html'>Have you ever written or invoked a language in your sleep?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We are thinking about printing up a limited run of hard copies of the Scrotal Cash remix of Scorch Atlas. They would be rather expensive since they'd be in very short run, probably like $20-$22 apiece, at like 180 pages, but would look really nice and I think the work is powerful enough that it warrants book object? If you would be willing to buy a copy at this price, please comment? I will throw in some extra junk like a soundtrack and some other goodies to help increase value. I would really like as many people as possible to read the incredible work of remixed here (still available &lt;a href="http://www.featherproof.com/Mambo/downloads/ScrotalCashEbook.pdf"&gt;for free&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Contributors would obviously need to give their seal of approval on this, which is pending, and we couldn't afford to buy everyone one out of pocket, but if there is sufficient interest and everyone is cool with it, it will go down, and be a cool limited edition object of sorts. 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